When You're Not Feeling It

At times when I teach through a book of the Bible, I also land on the same book in my daily reading of Scripture.  This is the case as I am reading through the book of Jeremiah.  This faithful man of God is an encouragment and inspiration to Christians today, and I find his outlook strikingly similar to the wrestlings of psalmists.  Jeremiah expressed a full range of sorrowful feelings and grief over the spiritual state of God's people, how he was persecuted for doing good, and struggled to process his troubles in light of God's promises.  Because Jeremiah's expectations were dashed, he struggled to see how he was blessed.

Jeremiah did not charge God with doing wrong, but he was open with God concerning how he felt.  In Jeremiah 15 he acknowledged God knew him perfectly, how he suffered rebuke for speaking the truth of God's word, and that he delighted in God's word.  He rejoiced in God's word as his delight, and did not sit in the seat of the mockers.  David wrote in Psalm 1:1-3:  "Blessed is the man who walks not in the counsel of the ungodly, nor stands in the path of sinners, nor sits in the seat of the scornful; 2 but his delight is in the law of the LORD, and in His law he meditates day and night. 3 He shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water, that brings forth its fruit in its season, whose leaf also shall not wither; and whatever he does shall prosper."  What David sang was absolutely true, yet Jeremiah wasn't feeling it.

If God was a healer, why did Jeremiah's pain remain perpetual and his wound incurable (Jer. 15:18)?  Since God is the giver of living water, how could it be Jeremiah felt dry and parched--like a tree that had been uprooted?  In the midst of such troubled feelings the wisdom and grace of God is seen, for the LORD is all these things and more for His people.  The troubled feelings and desperate times experienced by Jeremiah were God's means to draw the wavering prophet back to the LORD.  Under Law Jeremiah likely had a legalistic outlook and felt entitled to temporal blessings of peace, prosperity and divine protection when he remained upright but found himself under assault by his own people.  Yet the true prosperity God brings transcends the temporal, for the blessing of God's people is found in God Himself come what may.  When we feel troubled and out of control, we can rest knowing God knows all that has befallen us and is ever faithful to to His promises, covenant and word.

God revealed Jeremiah's feelings had begun to lead him astray from reliance and looking to the LORD in His answer in Jeremiah 15:19-20:  "Therefore thus says the LORD:  “If you return, then I will bring you back; you shall stand before Me; if you take out the precious from the vile, you shall be as My mouth.  Let them return to you, but you must not return to them. 20 And I will make you to this people a fortified bronze wall; and they will fight against you, but they shall not prevail against you; for I am with you to save you and deliver you,” says the LORD."  Troubled feelings led Jeremiah to drift from His only hope of deliverance, salvation and healing:  the God of Israel!  God gently exhorted Jeremiah to return to Him, to make a difference between the precious and the vile, and determine not to return to what was vile--unbelief, fear of man, accusatations God deceived him or left him alone.  Attacks would come, but God would not allow anyone to prevail against Jeremiah because God was with him to save and deliver him.

Isn't it encouraging God is with those who trust in Him to save and deliver us?  In Isaiah God told the stranger or eunuch among his people not to feel alone or like a "dry tree" when God would give them a place and name better than sons and daughters.  Those who joined themselves to God in faith would be joyful in His house of prayer, they would be accepted by Him, and the LORD would gather the outcasts to Himself (Isaiah 56:3-8).  Knowing we are loved, accepted, protected and blessed by God continually feels amazing, and by faith in our unchanging awesome God we abide in His love.  We may not feel blessed at all times, but we can know we are blessed and bless God as David sang in Psalm 34:1 for He is worthy:  "I will bless the LORD at all times; His praise shall continually be in my mouth."  When we seek the LORD He will hear us and deliver us from all our fears--and from troubled feelings too.