Have you felt like you could do nothing right? No matter how hard you tried to prove yourself to someone, no matter your sacrifice, effort, or success, it was never enough? Many people carry the burden of trying to please their parents into their adulthood, feeling like they were never able to satisfy their parent's expectations. An ache of bitterness and unworthiness remains in the heart with a deep unsatisfied longing for acceptance and love. This is the tragic end of too many father/son relationships.
This is the emotional and relational baggage many carry into their relationship with God. Perhaps this fuels the need to constantly "prove" ourselves to God so we may experience the love and acceptance we have always craved. At church this morning, we read the story in Luke 17 of the ten lepers who were made well and the Samaritan who returned, praising and glorifying God. The thanksgiving and humble thanks of the ex-leper were visible evidence of his faith in God. Jesus sent him away in peace saying, "Your faith has saved you."
The Samaritan man who was healed did not have to "do" anything to "prove" himself to Jesus because Jesus already knew him. We do not need to "prove" ourselves to God by anything that we do, for the Bible is clear that all have sinned and fallen short of God's glory. But how often do we point to external acts when it is faith that Christ seeks? If we have faith, won't thanksgiving, praise, and God's glory be what we are about all the time? We have only proven we are sinners, through and through. It is not by works of righteousness that we have done, but according to His mercy we have been saved. What a relief that God's view of us is not dependent upon our works!
This goes back to the most fundamental basics: God has made us. He knows us. He placed every strand of DNA in every cell in our bodies, aligned our chromosomes how He saw fit, knit every bone, tendon, muscle, and arranged every organ in its place. He knows me and he knows you. He does not have "unrealistic" expectations of us that we have not lived up to: we are most precious to Him even in our fallen state. A human born into sin will sin. But God, who has chosen to have all His creation give Him glory, is pleased when a single sinner repents and turns to Him in faith. God's thoughts toward us are good, not evil. He is not the ever unsatisfied and aloof father whom we can never prove ourselves to. We don't need to prove ourselves: we must give ourselves. And considering what we know of ourselves, we don't deserve that kind of acceptance, love, and grace.
29 November 2009
25 November 2009
The Power of Being Wanted
Now we know that there are certain things which will keep someone from serving in the military: asthma, blindness, paralysis, disease, or lack of motivation. The intention behind the sign is to motivate and encourage. Allow yourself for a moment to be a 19 year old man in a little town with big dreams. The sight of this sign send a spark of hope in his heart: could it be true? I can serve my country in the army? The government wants me to help? If Uncle Sam said, "I need you" then there would be obligation and perhaps guilt, but Uncle Sam WANTS me, a nobody! I'm in!
How wonderful it is to be wanted! I was recently offered and accepted a job at Farwest Insulation, a Local 5 contractor. Not only was the timing great, but the people have been so encouraging and accommodating. It was almost like a dream to be at work in a trade I love, having been offered a job at a shop I've never worked at after over four years being off the tools. In talking to my superintendent, I was told that good help is at a premium and they were very happy to have me. Now that tells me two things: the company believes I am a good worker, and I was offered the job because I am wanted. I don't know about you, but this made me feel pretty good...no, really good. It's good to be wanted.
If I can feel good because there is a construction company that wants me to work for them and treats me great, how much better should Christians feel because of our Father who wants us! God does not need us, but He wants us! His great desire is that we would love Him as He has revealed His love for us. God has granted us life and every imaginable blessing that we have. Are you good at something? It is because God has given you the ability. Do you love certain activities, foods, or people? God is to thank for that love and desire in your heart. People are content with one, three, five, sometimes ten children, but not God. He's not willing that any should perish but that all should come to repentance so He might save them, bless them, and dwell with them forever!
Thank God that He wants you! In this season of celebrating Thanksgiving in the U.S., may we remember that thanksgiving to God is not seasonal. He wants us and rejoices in each one of us individually. We aren't just a number "reporting for duty," but someone who God knows personally, intimately, and fully. Praise God that He wants us! Remember to thank Him today!
23 November 2009
Status Update!
Throughout my recent trip to Australia my mind wandered to what I might do when I arrived back in the United States. I knew for certain that the chapter at my life on staff at Calvary Chapel El Cajon was finished. If you're in the middle of a great book, there's no turning back to "re-live" a chapter you were particularly fond of. The enjoyment of the finished chapter urges you to anticipate the next. That is how it has been for me. The time I spent at Calvary was the greatest chapter of my life, but that chapter is closed. Now I am looking forward to the next chapter but I'm not capable or allowed to skim to the end. Page by page the story unfolds, and every page more interesting with unexpected twists and turns.
The moment came last Thursday (11/19) when I stepped onto the tarmac of the commuter terminal in San Diego. That surreal moment was 60 days in the making as I toured and preached in churches and houses throughout Australia: Brisbane, Melbourne, Sydney, and Canberra. But it wasn't just a preaching trip: it was a learning, growing, connecting with people trip. It was a great opportunity to have a real taste of Aussie culture and process through a wilderness experience with God alone, who guided and sustained me. At the moment my feet hit the pavement, I had no idea what I would be doing on Tuesday (11/24).
The day I arrived home (Thursday), I spoke to my brother Mat about work. During my trip it was affirmed constantly the best way to enter the country would be through a permanent working visa through my trade, mechanical insulation. I chose not to pursue this potential while in OZ because I believe God did not desire that I run around seeking sponsorship at that time, for He had prepared places for me to preach, minister, and help. I asked God to open the doors He wanted me to walk through. He has certainly done that! The following day (Friday) my brother called me and offered me a job with the company he works for, Far West Insulation. Believe it or not, Sunday I talked to the superintendent at church and he said it's a go. I called the union today, was placed on the out of work list, and tomorrow I go in for work!
Within five days of arriving home, I have a full-time journeyman level job in a trade that will be a great asset to me in securing a visa to Australia. It is truly nothing short of miraculous. Trades tend to slow down during the Christmas holiday season, yet I have an opportunity in a tough economic period to support my family and save money for our family to be established in Australia. I praise God for His provision and I can say that it is really the story of my life. What do I have that God has not graciously provided? He has given me hands to labor, and a mouth to witness of His greatness. Let us use all our assets and all the time He has allotted to glorify Him.
When God closes a chapter of your life, look forward to God's future. Don't attempt to recreate the past or dwell on past success or failure. Look to Jesus, for He will always lead us according to the Father's perfect will. It is our God who works in us both to will and do His good pleasure. God has done miracles in my life, and to the common eye they seem natural. Through eyes of faith, however, His supernatural hand is seen! May we sing with those who stand in victory as written in Rev. 15:3: "They sing the song of Moses, the servant of God, and the song of the Lamb, saying: "Great and marvelous are Your works, Lord God Almighty! Just and true are Your ways, O King of the saints!" As God is our Provider, may we provide Him abundant praise for the marvelous things He has done!
The moment came last Thursday (11/19) when I stepped onto the tarmac of the commuter terminal in San Diego. That surreal moment was 60 days in the making as I toured and preached in churches and houses throughout Australia: Brisbane, Melbourne, Sydney, and Canberra. But it wasn't just a preaching trip: it was a learning, growing, connecting with people trip. It was a great opportunity to have a real taste of Aussie culture and process through a wilderness experience with God alone, who guided and sustained me. At the moment my feet hit the pavement, I had no idea what I would be doing on Tuesday (11/24).
The day I arrived home (Thursday), I spoke to my brother Mat about work. During my trip it was affirmed constantly the best way to enter the country would be through a permanent working visa through my trade, mechanical insulation. I chose not to pursue this potential while in OZ because I believe God did not desire that I run around seeking sponsorship at that time, for He had prepared places for me to preach, minister, and help. I asked God to open the doors He wanted me to walk through. He has certainly done that! The following day (Friday) my brother called me and offered me a job with the company he works for, Far West Insulation. Believe it or not, Sunday I talked to the superintendent at church and he said it's a go. I called the union today, was placed on the out of work list, and tomorrow I go in for work!
Within five days of arriving home, I have a full-time journeyman level job in a trade that will be a great asset to me in securing a visa to Australia. It is truly nothing short of miraculous. Trades tend to slow down during the Christmas holiday season, yet I have an opportunity in a tough economic period to support my family and save money for our family to be established in Australia. I praise God for His provision and I can say that it is really the story of my life. What do I have that God has not graciously provided? He has given me hands to labor, and a mouth to witness of His greatness. Let us use all our assets and all the time He has allotted to glorify Him.
When God closes a chapter of your life, look forward to God's future. Don't attempt to recreate the past or dwell on past success or failure. Look to Jesus, for He will always lead us according to the Father's perfect will. It is our God who works in us both to will and do His good pleasure. God has done miracles in my life, and to the common eye they seem natural. Through eyes of faith, however, His supernatural hand is seen! May we sing with those who stand in victory as written in Rev. 15:3: "They sing the song of Moses, the servant of God, and the song of the Lamb, saying: "Great and marvelous are Your works, Lord God Almighty! Just and true are Your ways, O King of the saints!" As God is our Provider, may we provide Him abundant praise for the marvelous things He has done!
22 November 2009
Unfathomable wisdom of God!
I came across an interesting verse during our family's Bible reading after dinner. It's a verse that has struck me before, but I couldn't escape it even as I went to bed. Let me give a little background: Jeroboam was king of Israel and had led the people into idolatry. He had a child named Abijah (meaning father, i.e. worshiper of God) who became sick. Jeroboam asked his wife to disguise herself and visit the prophet of God named Ahijah (meaning brother, i.e. worshiper of God). God spoke to Ahijah who was blind and told him that the wife of Jeroboam would come in disguise. Interesting, isn't it, that the one who was blind would be so spiritually perceptive?
Ahijah pronounced a stern judgment against Jeroboam and all his descendants since he had done more evil than all the kings before him through his idolatry and casting God behind his back. Concerning the child Abijah, the prophet said these words to Jereboam's wife: "Arise therefore, go to your own house. When your feet enter the city, the child shall die. [13] And all Israel shall mourn for him and bury him, for he is the only one of Jeroboam who shall come to the grave, because in him there is found something good toward the Lord God of Israel in the house of Jeroboam." (1 Kings 14:12-13) The Hebrew word "child" used here is used for the range of age from infancy to adolescence. This is a stunning passage for those who think they have the ways of God figured out. Here was a lad in whom was something good towards the Lord God from the house of Jeroboam, but God would permit his death.
Some might trip up over this passage, saying that it would be unfair for God to allow the child to die seeing as there was some good towards God in Him. Jeroboam had placed his family under a curse for his gross sin, and the most righteous of his family would perish as a result. All Israel would mourn the lad, for his heart had a loyalty towards God. He did not perish for his father's sin, but as the result of sin entering into the world through Adam. Sin separated man from God, and the wages of sin is death. Because of Adam's sin in the Garden of Eden, sin has passed to all men (Romans 5:12). As a consequence of Jeroboam's wickedness, his house was cursed like many after Adam: the house of Eli (1 Samuel 3:12-14), Joab (2 Samuel 3:29), Ahab (1 Kings 21:21-24), and Gehazi (2 Kings 5:27). Adam doomed not just his household to a curse, but all humanity after him. The first thing this teaches me is a single action can have extreme consequences not just for me, but for my children as well.
The second thing this passage teaches me is God's wisdom is better than man's wisdom. We would spare the righteous son out of pity. Yet God in His mercy, allowed His own Son Jesus Christ become a sacrifice for all people that we might be saved from the curse of sin and death brought into the world through Adam's sin. Can you fathom what it cost God to allow His only begotten Son to perish at the hand of sinful flesh for sinful flesh? What pain and suffering God endured as Jesus Christ was torn apart by the whip, battered with fists, and pierced being the perfect Lamb of God, without blemish or spot? It is a horrible thing to lose a son who has faults: how unthinkable to lay down the life of the One whose heart was only good towards God, being God incarnate? God does not deliver man from sin because of pity, but out of his mercy, love, and justice: 1 John 1:9 says, "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
The sacrifice of Jesus Christ satisfied God's justice while His love was gratified as John 3:16 teaches us: "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." God is willing to sacrifice the good so the wicked might repent and live. God is not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance. Jesus did not remain in the grave, but rose again on the third day and remain alive to this day! Abijah perished because sin had entered the world, even though there was good in him towards God. All men who walk the earth physically perish, some earlier than others. But God has made a way for us to obtain eternal life through repentance and faith in Jesus Christ, so we might glorify God on earth and live with Him forever. Jesus says in John 11:25-26, "...I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in Me, though he may die, he shall live. [26] And whoever lives and believes in Me shall never die. Do you believe this?"
Now there is a question! It is not how you answer with your mouth that determines your eternal destiny. Anyone can mouth the words, "I believe." When God looks inside your heart, does He see something good in you toward Him? Paul says in Romans 7:18: "For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh) nothing good dwells; for to will is present with me, but how to perform what is good I do not find." My friends, there is nothing good in any of us. Philip. 2:13 says, "...for it is God who works in you both to will and to do for His good pleasure." The only way that God can find good in a human being is if His Holy Spirit has regenerated our hearts through faith in Jesus Christ! No amount of positive thinking or good deeds can cleanse us from sin. There is none good but God, and He is able to transform us from sinners to saints through His grace and mercy. Let us stop looking to ourselves, but look unto Jesus and be saved!
Ahijah pronounced a stern judgment against Jeroboam and all his descendants since he had done more evil than all the kings before him through his idolatry and casting God behind his back. Concerning the child Abijah, the prophet said these words to Jereboam's wife: "Arise therefore, go to your own house. When your feet enter the city, the child shall die. [13] And all Israel shall mourn for him and bury him, for he is the only one of Jeroboam who shall come to the grave, because in him there is found something good toward the Lord God of Israel in the house of Jeroboam." (1 Kings 14:12-13) The Hebrew word "child" used here is used for the range of age from infancy to adolescence. This is a stunning passage for those who think they have the ways of God figured out. Here was a lad in whom was something good towards the Lord God from the house of Jeroboam, but God would permit his death.
Some might trip up over this passage, saying that it would be unfair for God to allow the child to die seeing as there was some good towards God in Him. Jeroboam had placed his family under a curse for his gross sin, and the most righteous of his family would perish as a result. All Israel would mourn the lad, for his heart had a loyalty towards God. He did not perish for his father's sin, but as the result of sin entering into the world through Adam. Sin separated man from God, and the wages of sin is death. Because of Adam's sin in the Garden of Eden, sin has passed to all men (Romans 5:12). As a consequence of Jeroboam's wickedness, his house was cursed like many after Adam: the house of Eli (1 Samuel 3:12-14), Joab (2 Samuel 3:29), Ahab (1 Kings 21:21-24), and Gehazi (2 Kings 5:27). Adam doomed not just his household to a curse, but all humanity after him. The first thing this teaches me is a single action can have extreme consequences not just for me, but for my children as well.
The second thing this passage teaches me is God's wisdom is better than man's wisdom. We would spare the righteous son out of pity. Yet God in His mercy, allowed His own Son Jesus Christ become a sacrifice for all people that we might be saved from the curse of sin and death brought into the world through Adam's sin. Can you fathom what it cost God to allow His only begotten Son to perish at the hand of sinful flesh for sinful flesh? What pain and suffering God endured as Jesus Christ was torn apart by the whip, battered with fists, and pierced being the perfect Lamb of God, without blemish or spot? It is a horrible thing to lose a son who has faults: how unthinkable to lay down the life of the One whose heart was only good towards God, being God incarnate? God does not deliver man from sin because of pity, but out of his mercy, love, and justice: 1 John 1:9 says, "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
The sacrifice of Jesus Christ satisfied God's justice while His love was gratified as John 3:16 teaches us: "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." God is willing to sacrifice the good so the wicked might repent and live. God is not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance. Jesus did not remain in the grave, but rose again on the third day and remain alive to this day! Abijah perished because sin had entered the world, even though there was good in him towards God. All men who walk the earth physically perish, some earlier than others. But God has made a way for us to obtain eternal life through repentance and faith in Jesus Christ, so we might glorify God on earth and live with Him forever. Jesus says in John 11:25-26, "...I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in Me, though he may die, he shall live. [26] And whoever lives and believes in Me shall never die. Do you believe this?"
Now there is a question! It is not how you answer with your mouth that determines your eternal destiny. Anyone can mouth the words, "I believe." When God looks inside your heart, does He see something good in you toward Him? Paul says in Romans 7:18: "For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh) nothing good dwells; for to will is present with me, but how to perform what is good I do not find." My friends, there is nothing good in any of us. Philip. 2:13 says, "...for it is God who works in you both to will and to do for His good pleasure." The only way that God can find good in a human being is if His Holy Spirit has regenerated our hearts through faith in Jesus Christ! No amount of positive thinking or good deeds can cleanse us from sin. There is none good but God, and He is able to transform us from sinners to saints through His grace and mercy. Let us stop looking to ourselves, but look unto Jesus and be saved!
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