Hate and Love

"I have loved you," says the LORD. "Yet you say, 'In what way have You loved us?' Was not Esau Jacob's brother?" says the LORD. "Yet Jacob I have loved; ³ but Esau I have hated, and laid waste his mountains and his heritage for the jackals of the wilderness."

Malachi 1:2-3

Over the weekend a visiting pastor referenced this statement from the book of Malachi.  He said some people fault God for hating Esau, but they would do better to question his love of Jacob - the conniving, supplanting, deceitful heel-catcher!  God is not unrighteous to hate sin and those who commit abomination.  Yet God has shown mercy and grace to all through the sacrifice of His own Son, Jesus Christ.  His love for Jacob was all of grace.  Man cannot question God's sovereign choices, nor can man rightly blame God for any evil.  When we are faced with difficult questions or situations which seem impossible to reconcile, we should not abandon faith for what we do not know.  We are to cling to what God has divinely revealed of Himself through His Word, and hold it closer still.  When the divine wrestler touched Jacob's hip and put it out of joint, Jacob did not ask "Why did you do that?"  He hung on, desiring a blessing.  You know what?  He received it!

God's dealings with His people, His lofty thoughts, and His sovereign plans are far above our ability to understand in full.  It is natural to have questions when we face difficult seasons, trials, and persecutions.  It is hard when we have done our best to love others and are met with harsh opposition.  I know too well the sting of not meeting the expectations of others.  But I am so comforted by the unfailing truth of the Word of God:  "By the grace of God, I am what I am."  Anything which is praiseworthy, pure, wise, or good in me is solely by God's grace.  I rest easy in the knowledge that God does whatever He wants, because I know He will always do what is righteous.  Paul lays out the heart of the matter in Romans chapter 9, an echo of the heart expressed by godly Job:  "Though He slay me, yet I will trust in Him."

God is angry with the wicked every day, and one day will judge this world in righteousness.  Everyone will have to answer before God for every thought, word, and deed weighed against the unyielding law of God.  Even believers saved by grace through faith in Christ will be brought before His judgment seat.  Acts 17:30-31 reads, "Truly, these times of ignorance God overlooked, but now commands all men everywhere to repent, ³¹ because He has appointed a day on which He will judge the world in righteousness by the Man whom He has ordained. He has given assurance of this to all by raising Him from the dead."  Through the resurrection we have assurance of Christ's divine power of life and also the assurance of judgment.  This truth goads us to do what God loves, not what He hates.  Praise God that He is a Redeemer, a Restorer of souls!  He has shown love to all people, for while we were still sinners Christ died for us.  It is important we remember our frail frame and humbly submit to God as slaves, serving one another in love.

Hang on, believer!  Lay hold of Him and do not let go!  The blessings of God sometimes come with a permanent limp.

From Death to Life

I have entered the final day of my trip to New Zealand.  It has been an absolute delight visiting with friends, speaking with the students from the Calvary Chapel Bible Institute, and witnessing the power of God to transform minds and lives.  Most of the week has been filled with rain, but this morning is clear and sunny.  My time here has been inspiring and refreshing as I have received and held forth the timeless truths of God's Word.  I cannot be the same, for I have tasted and seen again the goodness of God.

When I travel, one of the aspects I enjoy the most is being an eye-witness of God's work in every place.  There is not a place in the world outside the reach of God's miraculous power to redeem and save.  No one is beyond the love, mercy, and grace of God to transform.  I heard the testimony of someone yesterday who God delivered months ago out of addictions and a destructive lifestyle.  This person was trapped in a generational cycle of sin.  This individual was distant from God, stubbornly resistant to the message of the Gospel, and yet has completely been transformed through repentance and faith in Jesus Christ.  My eyes welled with tears as I heard the testimony of the saving grace of my God who has extended this salvation and redemption to all who will repent, believe, and receive.

As I read the Bible this morning, I came across this passage in 2 Kings 13:20-21:  "Then Elisha died, and they buried him. And the raiding bands from Moab invaded the land in the spring of the year. ²¹ So it was, as they were burying a man, that suddenly they spied a band of raiders; and they put the man in the tomb of Elisha; and when the man was let down and touched the bones of Elisha, he revived and stood on his feet."  In the space of these two verses we read of a radical, unbelievable transformation.  Elisha the prophet of God died and was buried.  After some time had passed, another man had died and a grave was being dug.  As they worked, the diggers become aware of a band of raiders.  They abandoned their excavation and hurriedly placed the man's remains in the tomb of Elisha.  When the corpse of the dead man came into contact with the bones of the prophet Elisha, life returned to him.  He "revived and stood on his feet."  This transformation was not merely improbable:  it was impossible!  What a change, to go from being dead to being alive!

This is the transforming change that occurs to anyone who comes in contact with Jesus Christ through receiving the Gospel.  The bones of Jesus are not in a tomb somewhere, but was resurrected and lives!  He still seeks out those who are lost and dead in sins, desiring they would repent and be saved.  No one is too far off to be brought near to God by grace through faith; no one is "too dead" to be born again.  God does an inner work inside all people who respond to His call, and how glorious it is to see it firsthand.  If we are in Christ we are a new creation.  Every Christian is like that man who was dead and then was miraculously restored to life.  I tell you truly:  he could never be the same.  He lived with an understanding of his own mortality, and had a new life laid before him.  Every day was a precious gift to be treasured.  He was no doubt glad to have been touched by a dead man's bones:  how much more should we glorify the living God because He has chosen to touch us?

Imperfect, but Being Perfected

This morning I read 1 Samuel 27, the passage when David and his men fled to the land of the Philistines to seek refuge from King Saul.  After ingratiating himself with Achish the king, David persuaded him to give him some land.  Achish complied and gave David the town of Ziklag.  For the space of time David remained in Philistine territory, he lived a double life.  He was outwardly loyal to Achish but secretly remained loyal to Israel and God.  He and his men would go on raids of the native inhabitants of the land and when asked by Achish David would lie, "Oh, we went on a raid in the south of Judah."  He would give some of the spoil to Achish, who became absolutely convinced of David's allegiance and sword.

I think some can make the mistake of seeing a God-fearing man like David playing the hypocrite and believe this scriptural account is an endorsement of this behaviour.  I do not believe David was right in living a double life, and I do not believe God in any way endorses hypocrisy.  Just because something is recorded in scripture does not mean what happened was good or right.  God can redeem all evils, but we should never use scripture to justify sin.  The Bible is unique in that God does not sanitise His people.  We employ great effort to hide our warts, but God lays even wicked motives bare for all to see.  He does not withhold the truth to make His disciples appear blameless.  The fact that Barnabas and Saul had a fierce contention does not mean we should justify contentions with brothers and sisters in Christ!  Barnabas and Saul contended with each other because they were sinners, human beings reliant upon the grace of God for salvation.  Even men filled with the Holy Spirit make mistakes.  I will even risk the fallacy of personal experience to unequivocally affirm this point!

I believe the account of David living a double life in Ziklag is a warning to all who will heed.  David was a man after God's own heart, but this did not spare him from making sinful decisions with catastrophic results.  The move to Gath was not because David sought the LORD.  It was a natural response to his fear of death, not faith in God.  I think it is most significant that for the year plus David was in Ziklag, not once do we read of him inquiring of the LORD.  Because David did not seek the LORD and did what was right in his own eyes, he was likely blind to his own hypocrisy.  He justified his choice to co-habitate with the enemy by fighting for Israel in secret.  Perhaps he even saw his successful raids as proof of God's favour!  We do not read of David inquiring of God at all until Ziklag was burned to the ground, his wives kidnapped, all his possessions were stolen, and all his men wanted to kill him!  That is what it took to bring David to his senses.  Sometimes it takes tragedy and loss for us to see our great need for God.

Out of distress, David fled to Gath.  He went about things the wrong way.  It took disaster for David to seek God again.  1 Samuel 30:6 reads, "Now David was greatly distressed, for the people spoke of stoning him, because the soul of all the people was grieved, every man for his sons and his daughters. But David strengthened himself in the LORD his God."  I think, "Ah David, why didn't you strengthen yourself in God before seeking refuge with the enemy and living in hypocrisy?"  I find David does not need to answer, because in his situation I see myself.  Have I always seen my mistake of trusting myself instead of finding strength and guidance from God?  Of course not.  God is willing to bring us low so we might look to Him.  That time in Ziklag was not wasted time but a teaching moment God employed so David might never, ever seek refuge in anyone else but Him.  Never again did God want David to do what was right in his own eyes.  After this incident, David sought God often.  There were bumps along the way, but a valuable lesson was learned:  one learned only through such a catastrophic failure.  God's people will learn our lessons when we respond through the exercise of faith in God.

The Troubled Heart

"Now it happened afterward that David's heart troubled him because he had cut Saul's robe."

 1 Samuel 24:5

Observe the tenderness evident in the man after God's own heart!  When King Saul persecuted and pursued David, seeking to kill him, David was presented with an opportunity to kill Saul.  Men loyal to David goaded him on, telling him that moment was a fulfillment of God's word to deliver all his enemies into his hand.  Yet David refused to kill Saul and would not allow any of his men to do so.  Instead, he cut a piece from Saul's clothing as a sign he had opportunity to kill Saul but did not.  It seemed justifiable to David at the time as a sign he harboured no ill will against Saul.

But later, David was troubled by his actions.  He was convicted by the Holy Spirit and regretted what he had done.  He would not lift up a finger against God's anointed, nor even speak poorly of him:  how dare he damage Saul's robe?  Some would have felt justified in killing Saul in cold blood, yet David was deeply convicted over simply cutting a piece of Saul's fabric!  God convicts people of sin that extends far beyond the limited reaches of the Law because it aims at the heart.  Even when David showed great restraint, God wounded his conscience and taught him a deeper lesson still.

May our hearts be smitten even when we think of evil, before our sword is unsheathed and damage done.  Often we do not perceive our actions as evil because we have justified them according to the twisted perspective of the flesh.  It is only afterward our hearts are troubled because we realise we have done wrong in God's sight.  Remorse and regret are wayfaring professors who will do us much future good if we will heed their lessons now.  Acknowledgement of past failures according to God's standard is the first step towards walking in a biblical, God-fearing manner in the future.  When our hearts are troubled because of our sin, let us repent before God and man.  May we humble ourselves and take correction as obedient children before a loving Father who seeks to restore.

God receives the repentant with a smile and open arms.  Rejoice when convicted, O sinner, for in that moment God speaks.  What grace that He communicates such instruction to us!  Let us take to heart His correction and follow the leading of the Holy Spirit, though the entire world counsel us otherwise.