Wounded by Friends

From the cross Jesus uttered the opening verse of Psalm 22 which went on to describe the suffering of the Saviour.  Roman crucifixion was the way God chose to fulfill Psalm 22:16:  "For dogs have surrounded Me; the congregation of the wicked has enclosed Me. They pierced My hands and My feet."  As unbelieving, unclean men mocked and scorned Jesus Christ He hung by nails which pierced hands and feet.  The Jewish religious rulers arrested and delivered Jesus to Pilate for judgment, saying Jesus ought to die for claiming He was the begotten Son of God (John 19:7).  Jesus went to God's chosen people with the Good News, but they rejected and delivered Him to the Romans to be crucified.

Isn't it ironic how a majority of the persecution and wounds Jesus carried were caused by His own countrymen?  We do not read of the Greeks plotting to destroy Him, nor of the Romans arresting Jesus for alleged insurrection:  it was the Jews to whom Jesus was sent who caused much of His pains.  I do not say this to point the finger or lay blame upon the Jewish nation as being awful or worthy of punishment, for all happened as God ordained.  Jesus came to the lost sheep of Israel and having been rejected the Gospel would be brought to Gentiles so they too might be brought into God's fold.  The Gentiles have not absorbed or replaced the Jews because as Paul explained in the book of Romans the Jews can be grafted back into the Vine who is Christ.

The suffering and piercing of Jesus on Calvary reminds me of a relatively obscure reference in Zechariah 13:6: "And one shall say unto him, What are these wounds in thine hands? Then he shall answer, Those with which I was wounded in the house of my friends."  Many have been wounded by enemies, but the Person addressed in Zechariah 13:6 was wounded in His hands in the house of His friends.  Mr. Fred Rogers was close to the truth when he sang, "It's the people you like the most who manage to make you feel baddest."  If Jesus experienced pains and attacks by His own countrymen we should not be surprised in Christian ministry when a majority of our pains and sorrows are caused by fellow believers in the church.  It is one thing for enemies to shout threats outside the door but a different sort of pain to be betrayed from the inside by a friend or countryman, to be given the silent treatment or the cold shoulder by people who profess to love God.

When we suffer in the service of Jesus Christ we discover a depth of fellowship with God not achieved in other ways.  I regret many of the painful situations I have encountered in Christian ministry and my worst experiences only begin to hint at the reality of Christ's sufferings.  The apostle Paul suffered greatly for the cause of Christ but there was an edifying purpose leveraged with every physical beating by the Jews or when pierced by slanderous accusations of brethren in the church.  Through faith in Christ Paul pressed on rejoicing with this aim in Philippians 3:10:  "...that I may know Him, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, being made conformable unto His death..."  It was not his depth of suffering which made Paul worthy of the resurrection of the dead to eternal life but righteousness of Jesus imputed to Paul by faith.  The lumps Jesus and Paul took and the opposition they faced primarily came from their own people.  If we expect this we will not be caught off guard when it happens.

Peter wrote in 1 Peter 4:12-14, "Beloved, do not think it strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened to you; ¹³ but rejoice to the extent that you partake of Christ's sufferings, that when His glory is revealed, you may also be glad with exceeding joy. ¹⁴ If you are reproached for the name of Christ, blessed are you, for the Spirit of glory and of God rests upon you. On their part He is blasphemed, but on your part He is glorified."  What we have suffered is nothing compared to Who suffered for us.  The source of our suffering is also not the main point, be it from outside or inside the church, from the work of the devil or the hand of God.  All suffering has redemptive and edifying properties when we continue to press on in faith looking unto Jesus because He will exchange it all for His eternal glory.  He is glorified in a servant who has been pierced in the house of his friends and keeps on loving, keeps on giving, and keeps on rejoicing in the LORD, for our Master has set us an example.

Kingdom Renewal

At the people's request and God's permission, the prophet Samuel anointed Saul as king over Israel.  The ironic thing is people demanded a king yet many rejected the king at his coronation.  They weren't satisfied even when their request was granted in full.  This lack of contentment and refusal to accept or submit fully to God's authority is a chronic malady in man.  There were many people who were loyal to king Saul, gave gifts, and honoured him as the anointed of the LORD, though in the eyes of the majority he was without authority or power.  The following passage illustrates this.

1 Samuel 11:1-4 reads, "Then Nahash the Ammonite came up and encamped against Jabesh Gilead; and all the men of Jabesh said to Nahash, "Make a covenant with us, and we will serve you." ² And Nahash the Ammonite answered them, "On this condition I will make a covenant with you, that I may put out all your right eyes, and bring reproach on all Israel." ³ Then the elders of Jabesh said to him, "Hold off for seven days, that we may send messengers to all the territory of Israel. And then, if there is no one to save us, we will come out to you." ⁴ So the messengers came to Gibeah of Saul and told the news in the hearing of the people. And all the people lifted up their voices and wept."  When Nahash the Ammonite came against Jabesh Gilead they offered to serve him--because they were not really serving the king God anointed to rule over them.  They took it upon themselves to make deals with potential enemies instead of immediately sending word to their king of their predicament.  They did not even believe Saul was able or willing to help them for they said, "We will send messengers to all the territory of Israel and if no one will save us we will come out to you at the expense of our right eyes."  Isn't this insane?

What the men of Jabesh Gilead didn't count on came to pass:  Saul was incensed when he heard their predicament, gathered hundreds of thousands of men to fight for their deliverance, and destroyed the Ammonites in a day.  After the people rejoiced in salvation of the LORD through Saul's leadership, a compelling event took place.  1 Samuel 11:14-15 states, "Then Samuel said to the people, "Come, let us go to Gilgal and renew the kingdom there." ¹⁵ So all the people went to Gilgal, and there they made Saul king before the LORD in Gilgal. There they made sacrifices of peace offerings before the LORD, and there Saul and all the men of Israel rejoiced greatly."  Saul was crowned king in the previous chapter but it took the incident at Jabesh Gilead to consolidate the power and authority of the kingdom upon the LORD's anointed.  The kingdom was renewed in Gilgal because it was evident the people had not been viewing Saul as their king.  Saul was the LORD's anointed, but the people tried to make peace with enemies themselves.  The renewal of the kingdom lead to great rejoicing because they accepted God's appointment of Saul united as one man.

This is an illustration of the renewal we need in our personal lives after trusting in Jesus Christ as our King, the anointed One of the Father.  Though He is our LORD and Saviour we can be like the men of Jabesh Gilead where we are not regarding Jesus as the rightful King He is.  We can try to make peace in vain with enemies Jesus has the power to destroy in a moment, and we wonder if anyone could possibly help us.  We suffer reproach not for the sake of faith in Christ but for our lack of reliance upon Him to guide, provide, and protect us.  Having delivered us from eternal punishment  we deserved due to our sin, we ought to place all our confidence in Jesus our King.  When we have been distant from our King let us renew our relationship with Him in the kingdom of God by returning and communing with Him.  Distance from God leads to despair, but when we follow Jesus Christ closely we experience rest and peace.

The Surfactant of Relationship

Due to a prolonged drought in NSW, level 2 water restrictions are now being enforced.  This means sprinklers and hoses are no longer permitted for watering lawns or washing cars.  All watering must be done by hand with a bucket or watering can.  Had I known water restrictions were coming I wouldn't have put so much effort or time to beautify the lawn in spring!

Because it has been so dry and hot lately when I bucket water on burnt spots the water just runs off.  The soil and roots desperately need water but the hardness of the ground repels it.  When I was trained to remove asbestos as a union mechanical insulator it was common to add a "surfactant" or wetting agent to the water before spraying the material to be removed.  Because asbestos is most dangerous when airborne a key part of the removal process is to thoroughly wet it.  The high surface tension of water does not allow it to penetrate the material and much of the water is wasted as runoff.  But when a little detergent is added to a sprayer it is remarkable to see it almost magically absorbed by a previously hydrophobic surface.  What a difference a surfactant makes!

It isn't just soil which can become hard and dry:  it can happen to our hearts as well.  The irony is love, kindness, and grace do not always penetrate a hard heart that thirsts for it, just like a bucket of refreshing water can run off hard ground without effect.  After we are rebuffed it may seem like a waste to "invest" or continue to pour ourselves into people who repel our efforts.  It occurred to me today a surfactant can make all the difference.  When removing asbestos it didn't matter what brand or kind or detergent was used, and only a few drops made a huge difference.  In a similar way there are many things which impact the hearts of people like a wetting agent which enables them to receive instruction, care, and love.  Shared experiences, building rapport through faithfulness, gentleness, and patience are key.  If I boil it down, the key wetting agent for hard hearts is loving relationship.  Having a genuine relationship with a person makes them more apt to receive what God graciously supplies through others.

Building and cultivating relationships is much more difficult, time consuming, and costly than maintaining a green lawn in drought conditions.  But praise the LORD there is never any restrictions on His infinite supply of love, grace, and goodness.  Like the widow's oil and flour that was miraculously replenished day by day according to God's Word, God provides the Holy Spirit for those who are born again by faith in Jesus without measure.  Every vessel has a limit of capacity, but Jesus has promised He will cause Living Water to overflow from us.  We are not sufficient for these things, yet God is!  Instead of despairing over perceived hardness of hearts in others, we ought to ensure we are humbling ourselves to walk in love and be spiritually well-hydrated ourselves in our relationship with God.  It is good to identify ourselves as the only hard-hearted one we have a responsibility to change through repentance, submission, and obedience to God.  Let us not write-off those who repel our efforts to love and minister to but labour to add the surfactant of loving relationship. 

Gift of Repentance

Speaking of Jesus Christ, Peter and other apostles told Jewish rulers in Acts 5:31:  "Him God has exalted to His right hand to be Prince and Savior, to give repentance to Israel and forgiveness of sins."  Jesus humbled Himself to be crucified for sinners, and God exalted Him above all by raising Him from the dead in eternal glory.  Jesus willingly laid down His life on Calvary and took it up again according to His Word, and provided salvation and redemption for all through the Gospel.

Peter's explanation provides insight concerning repentance and forgiveness.  When people think of repentance it is often in the context of something we must do, an obligation and responsibility of a sinner before a holy, just God.  Repentance is more than being sorry or feeling guilty:  it is when a person sorrowfully acknowledges their sin and guilt and turns from it in submission and renewed agreement with God.  It means to change, to reform, to turn from sin to doing what pleases God instead.  It is a change of mind which results in an amended life.

Have you ever thought of "repentance" as a gift from Jesus Christ?  It is!  The awareness of our need to repent from sin, the opportunity God has granted us to turn to Him from sin in repentance, and the forgiveness, cleansing, and salvation resulting from repentance are all of God's grace.  How privileged and blessed we are to be able to repent, be forgiven, and have the righteousness of Christ imputed to us through the Gospel.  Without Jesus being the Way, the Truth, and the Life there would be no atonement for our sins.  Repentance, forgiveness, and salvation are gifts from God we ought to be grateful and thankful for.

Repentance is a gift that keeps on giving because it is not a disposable or "one use" item:  as long as we are in a body of flesh we will need to repent because we are sinners.  The worldly wisdom concerning sin is to do anything but repent:  try to justify ourselves, make excuses, deny guilt, deflect blame upon others, pander to sin, flaunt and embrace it.  After they sinned Adam and Eve wove fig leaves to cover their nakedness, but God had already defined sin and would hold them accountable despite their vain efforts to hide.  We can use language to cover up the truth but God looks upon the heart.  We cannot justify ourselves, but when we repent of our sin and trust in Christ God justifies us.  By grace through faith in Jesus all our sins are expunged and we are declared righteous as He is.

Praise Jesus for the gift of repentance and forgiveness of sins through Him!  How blessed we are to be loved, accepted, and forgiven by God.