In Jesus' Hands

"One of His disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter's brother, said to Him, ⁹ "There is a lad here who has five barley loaves and two small fish, but what are they among so many?"

John 6:8-9

Feeding 5,000 men with a lad's five barley loaves and two small fish seemed a ridiculous suggestion.  The answer to Andrew's question was obvious, for they would have insufficient for five lads, much less 5,000 grown men and their families.  However, I give credit for the lad for volunteering the use of his food and Andrew for making his offer known to Jesus.  In the hands of Jesus the bread and fish were blessed, broken and miraculously multiplied, and all in attendance were enabled to eat until satisfied.

It was a generous thing the lad did to give all his food to Jesus and entrusted all he had to Him.  It seems he was not concerned about going hungry himself, a fear which perhaps kept others from offering what food they carried.  The result of the lad's giving resulted in more than stomachs being satisfied but the opening of eyes to recognise Jesus as the prophet Moses spoke of they ought to listen to.  John 6:14 affirms, "Then those men, when they had seen the sign that Jesus did, said, "This is truly the Prophet who is to come into the world."  Eating all the bread and fish they wanted satisfied the people for a day, and recognising Jesus as the Bread of Life God sent to seek and save sinners provided abundant life for eternity.

Isn't it a glorious thought that the little we have--which is totally insignificant and unable to meet the needs right before us--in the hands of Jesus can be multiplied and eyes can be opened to Jesus Christ as LORD and Saviour?  Nothing committed to the hands of Jesus is wasted either, for the disciples gathered up 12 large baskets of leftovers after all had eaten.  Those baskets were a testimony of God's grace and abundant supply.  Jesus didn't need the food of the lad to do His wonders, and He doesn't need us.  Whenever we notice a need that is bigger than our ability to meet or fathom, it is wise for us to commit our concerns, possessions and our lives into His capable hands.

When confronted with the impossibility of procuring food for the people, Philip thought in terms of money.  It wasn't money Jesus was looking for but a heart willing to generously give all to Him in faith.  The lad gave without suggestions or demands how his offering should be used.  One thing we can be certain of is Jesus knew the needs of the lad and the people, and He is able to meet them in His miraculous way.  Are you willing to trust Jesus enough to give Him all without care so others will know Him?

Pursuing Peace and Holiness

"Now no chastening seems to be joyful for the present, but painful; nevertheless, afterward it yields the peaceable fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it. ¹² Therefore strengthen the hands which hang down, and the feeble knees, ¹³ and make straight paths for your feet, so that what is lame may not be dislocated, but rather be healed."

Hebrews 12:11-13

The writer of Hebrews told readers they had forgotten the chastening of the LORD demonstrates His love as the good Father of adopted believers.  When God chastens and rebukes us it stings, but God always has a profitable purpose for all He allows us to endure.  While we do not rejoice over the pain, we ought to rejoice over God's love and how His correction and training produces the peaceable fruit of righteousness down the track.  A healthy child is born after intense labour pains, and praise the LORD He who redeems our temporary pains to produce the enduring and peaceable fruit of righteousness.

In light of God's chastening, our response is to be strengthened in faith according to the knowledge of God's goodness and care.  Hands that hang down ought to re-grip the plough Jesus spoke of, and put weight on those feeble knees as we look to Jesus to sustain us every step to progress.  The word "paths" literally means "wagon tracks."  The imagery is fitting in context of walking in Gospel truth.  Jeremiah 6:16 reads, "Thus says the LORD: "Stand in the ways and see, and ask for the old paths, where the good way is, and walk in it; then you will find rest for your souls. But they said, 'We will not walk in it.'"  Since Jesus identified Himself as the One who gives rest for our souls (Matthew 11:28-30), our righteousness is found in Him by faith.

When a wagon or car passes the same way in a field, over time a track is formed that can be followed by others.  "Follow the trail," we say to hikers unfamiliar with an area because the trail made by others provides safety and guidance to a predictable and desirable end.  Hebrews 12:14-15 continues with clear markers along this path:  "Pursue peace with all people, and holiness, without which no one will see the Lord: ¹⁵ looking carefully lest anyone fall short of the grace of God; lest any root of bitterness springing up cause trouble, and by this many become defiled..."  As members of the Body of Christ, walking in peace with others, holiness, and in the grace of God promotes healing rather than being dislocated.  The pursuit of peace, holiness and God's grace is a routine of holiness which we ought to embrace to improve our spiritual health and grow in maturity.

Believers often view miraculous healing as something we only receive by faith without physical effort, and this passage appears to contradict that simplistic view.  While Jesus physically healed all who came to Him during His ministry on earth, their bodies went on to see corruption:  they experienced injuries, illness and ultimately the death of their bodies.  If we will be well, if we will promote the healing process having been made complete and whole in Christ, God holds us accountable to respond to His chastening with repentance and humble obedience.  We are to sin no more, lest a worse thing come upon us.  It is one thing to be disciplined by your sin and the consequences, and even more concerning to be scourged by God before whom all tremble.

When we seek to make peace our pursuit, holiness our habit and the righteousness our route by faith in Christ, this is a godly daily routine that promotes spiritual health and vitality which bears good fruit.  Praise the LORD He works in us both to will and do His good pleasure according to the riches of His grace.  We could never earn such love and care from our great God and Saviour who leads us every step of the way.

Panning for Gold

It is amazing how God can use past experiences to provide wisdom in the present and future.  I was reminded of a school trip when I accompanied my eldest son as a chaperone to a historical site of the gold rush in California.  I was tasked with overseeing six very energetic year 5 boys who had their hopes on finding their fortunes in gold like thousands before them.

As our bus drove over a bridge one of the lads shouted with excitement, "I saw a gold nugget!  I saw a massive nugget in the middle of that stream!"  After arriving at the campsite where we would spend the next couple nights, the whole group was given instructions on how to pan for gold.  Each group was stationed around wooden troughs filled with water and sand that had been "salted" with real gold.  Our guide explained the gold in the river had long ago been mined and these troughs were an opportunity to find gold ourselves.

With the attention span of squirrels, it was mere minutes before some happy campers started whinging and complaining:  "I can't find any gold!" or "I'm tired!" or "This is too hard!"  Every time I dug the pan into the sand I was finding flecks of gold and helped each of my campers to give it a go.  I even found gold for them and poured it into their small vials.  But the lure of the bigger, better gold in the river by the bridge was too sweet a siren's song to endure.  A few of them wanted to go to the river.  I explained, "Boys, there's no guarantee of gold down at the river.  In these small troughs we have the guarantee of real gold right here."  After a discussion with the boys it was decided we would spend 30 minutes panning for gold at the troughs, then head down to the river to pan for gold there.

Now I bet you can just guess how the river excursion went.  Needless to say, no gold was found.  The gold nugget so easily seen from a driving bus was strangely elusive.  By the end of the afternoon we had a bunch of kids with wet clothes, muddy shoes and jackets, misplaced gold pans, and missing hats.  Somehow some kids lost their vials or poured out the little gold they had by accident while playing with it. Panning for gold was hard enough in the troughs, and it was doubly difficult at the stream because of the flowing water, the myriad of distractions and places to explore--not to mention the lack of gold.  We lacked the necessary equipment to dig deep enough in the sand or to go through the volume of material needed to find even a little gold.

The situation illustrates to me the childish notion which can surprisingly exist among Christians, to lay aside the word of God and the Gospel because they believe the real treasure is found elsewhere.  Like Boaz instructed his workers to intentionally drop grain so Ruth would find, gather it and be sustained with her mother-in-law Naomi.  Gleaning barley is hard work, and so is faithfully digging into the word of God.  God has treasures beyond compare in all the pages of scripture He provides for our benefit, yet our interests lie on the deeper, hidden truths.  In the Bible we have the guarantee of God's wisdom and truth, and praise the LORD He has given people insight and ability to illustrate old truths in a fresh way.

Believer, are you content to feed on the word of God or do you find yourself lacking an appetite because you've developed a taste for something else or have begun to major on fringe topics?  Learn from the experience of those year 5 boys:  leaving troughs of gold for a trip to the river led by a gold nugget mirage left us empty in the end.  Chasing satisfaction and wisdom from God apart from His word and the Gospel will prove to be a fool's errand because it leads us away from the good stuff He has generously supplied by His grace.

Living in Limbo

There are all sorts of situations in life which leave us feeling helpless and hopeless of making progress.  We pin our hopes on seeing measurable improvement but our best efforts seem futile.  Disappointment leads to discouragement, and we feel like we are living in limbo.  Limbo is described as, "an uncertain period of awaiting a decision or resolution; an intermediate state or condition."  We desire the feeling of closure over a legal decision or a personal conflict, and we cannot see the way forward or an escape from pain until the weight of waiting for justice to be done is lifted by meaningful action.  The wheels of justice turn slowly when at all, and the movement does nothing to heal wounds opened afresh by the process.

To those whose lives feel in suspension from grief and pain, there is real hope available for you today.  The LORD is righteous, holy and does not change (Malachi 3:6);  the God who is just and merciful, mighty to save and will judge the wicked is the same God today as He will always be.  Many people who are guilty of crimes will never be judged by a human court, but all will someday answer for their wickedness before the almighty who will see justice done.  Even when "justice is served" in a court of law, nothing can be done to heal a broken heart or replace the time victims served in a prison of pain and uncertainty.  Sometimes a judge and jury gets things wrong and people have been incarcerated for crimes they did not commit.  How can one continue to live joyfully in a cell when your life has been hijacked by injustice?

The answer is found in the person of Jesus Christ and all He willingly suffered for us.  He is described by the prophet as "being despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, acquainted with grief." (Isaiah 53:3)  The justice of God for our sins was placed upon Jesus once for all, and by His stripes we are healed.  As victims we cry out for justice to be served:  on Calvary justice for you, child of God, was secured by the grace of God that transcends time.  Those who do wrong and die in their sins will ultimately be judged and punished for their wickedness.  Should the worst evildoer trust in Christ and repent of his sins, that one will be washed forever clean because justice was meted out on Jesus on the cross.  How great His pain, and how much greater His power and victory over sin displayed in His resurrection from the dead!

By grace we are saved by faith in Jesus, and we are forgiven because God's justice was satisfied on Calvary.  1 John 1:9-10 says, "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. ¹⁰ If we say that we have not sinned, we make Him a liar, and His word is not in us."  If the body of Jesus remained in the tomb, we could justify living in limbo.  Since Jesus is risen and remains faithful and just, we have an everlasting hope no trial or pain can wrench from us.  Grief and suffering from injustice is real and the pain ought not be dismissed.  The word of God and faith in Jesus teaches us to shift our focus from the injustice we have suffered to Jesus who saw justice served on the cross.  We know for certain God will one day judge the world in righteousness.  Not one who dies in their sins will evade the full responsibility of guilt, and God's eternal sentence will be just.