Hearts Actually Clean

I was reminded of an awkward situation recently.  After using an electric griddle I wiped it clean--only it wasn't very clean.  Small bits of the wet paper towel I used broke off and littered the surface, but I didn't notice them.  When I walked by and saw someone cleaning it, I informed them I had already cleaned it.  Then I received an explanation that the griddle wasn't actually clean, and more cleaning made perfect sense.

One time when we were hosting a family I noticed the bathroom shower looked a bit dull, and upon further inspection it was due to a build-up of soap residue.  As I began the process of cleaning the fiberglass shower enclosure, one of our guests mentioned the shower had just been  cleaned.  The clear insinuation was that I was re-doing what had already been done.  I responded by running my thumbnail along the surface which produced a curled strip of soap similar to how a block plane produces wood shavings.  I had no reason to doubt the actions of cleaning had taken place, but actual cleaning (according to my standards) had yet to be done.

Proverbs 20:9 says, "Who can say, "I have made my heart clean, I am pure from my sin"?  King Solomon expressed the spiritual truth that God's righteous standards are infinitely beyond our capacity to measure up to:  we cannot keep our hands clean, much less purify our hearts from sin.  The Pharisees accused Jesus of blasphemy in their hearts when He claimed the ability to forgive sins, for that is God's sovereign territory.  Though we have all sinned and fallen short of God's glory, He is able to cleanse our hearts, purify us from sin, and impute the righteousness of God to us by faith in Jesus.  Like unclean lepers cleansed of their defiling disease by Jesus, sinners can be cleansed (actually clean!) by the atoning sacrifice of Jesus.

The psalmist sang in Psalm 130:3-4, "If You, LORD, should mark iniquities, O Lord, who could stand? ⁴ But there is forgiveness with You, that You may be feared."  God has the ability to forgive and cleanse us from all sin, and He delights to do so.  His word had a cleansing effect upon our minds, and He expunges the sins of those who confess and forsake them as if they had never been committed.  David prayed according to God's gracious goodness toward all people in Psalm 51:9-10:  "Hide Your face from my sins, and blot out all my iniquities. ¹⁰ Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me."  God's conditions for cleansing is not perfection, but that we would humble ourselves in repentance of sin, trust in Him and ask.  Having been forgiven and cleansed from sin, we ought to walk in the fear of God who has demonstrated such love for us.

Nehemiah's Prayer

God's word is powerful and able to rebuke, exhort and encourage at the same time.  I had this experience as I considered the prayer of Nehemiah in chapter 1 after he heard about the desolation of Jerusalem and the affliction of God's people.  After a period of intentional inaction, fasting and mourning, Nehemiah prayed to God in a way that is, to some degree, foreign to my regular approach.

What I observe in Nehemiah's prayer is how he prayed for what he knew and believed God would do according to His word and promises:  that God would be attentive to his prayer and the prayers of God's servants who turned to Him, and that Nehemiah would find mercy in the eyes of his king whom he served.  What is absent from Nehemiah's prayer is any request or suggestion what God could do to alleviate His servants who were afflicted and reproached.  He said nothing about how God should help rebuild the walls of Jerusalem or mend gates burned with fire.  Nehemiah prayed as a man who knew God already knew about the situation and the desires of his heart and could do all that was required without help or suggestions.  Nehemiah simply requested to be heard, seen (despite many transgressions) and for mercy.

I wonder:  how many times do we pray to God like He is not God, that like others He must be informed of the dire situation at hand or listen to our suggestions about what He ought to do so what we deem necessary can be done?  Rather than praying according to what God could do, Nehemiah's prayer illustrates our need to pray in faith in alignment with what God has already said He will do.  Nehemiah spent the middle portion of his prayer reminding God what He had said in the Scripture, and he prayed for what God had already guaranteed.  This might seem an unnecessary thing, to pray that God will hear and see us when we know very well as the omniscient and omnipotent living God He will.  If we quickly skip over that bit because we assume it is true concerning God's character, it is possible we take that very thing for granted and thus neglect to pray according to God's will.

Taking the example of Nehemiah on board, this morning I prayed for things I already know are God's will according to His word, and I found it put me more in a posture to listen and wait than to speak.  God had already spoken concerning casting cares upon Him because He cares for me, and that mercy surrounds those who trust in the LORD as it is written in Psalm 32:10-11:  "Many sorrows shall be to the wicked; but he who trusts in the LORD, mercy shall surround him. ¹¹ Be glad in the LORD and rejoice, you righteous; and shout for joy, all you upright in heart!"  The consideration of God's word before and during prayer brought a notable shift in the trajectory of my praying, for I prayed according to His promises rather than my felt needs.  Seeing God has promised to provide for our needs, though our faith be small (Matthew 6:30), we can pray God would provide for our needs with joy knowing we are heard and God has spoken!

What a great demonstration of faith and reminder Nehemiah's prayer is to pray to God knowing He is God, has spoken, hears and does according to His word.  What joy God endows His people with by faith in God and surrounded by His mercy:  a people heard, seen and loved of our almighty heavenly Father.

Christ's Story

Over the Christmas break, I watched the live-action version of the Dr. Seuss classic How The Grinch Stole Christmas.  The major difference between the 2000 version and the original animated film is it delves into the backstory of the Grinch and provides a revenge theme for his hatred of Christmas due to bullying and abuse suffered in school.  The young Grinch was mocked for his appearance and the special gift he worked hard to make was destroyed, and this deep-seated resentment and bitterness fueled his hatred of the Christmas season and desire to cause havoc in Whoville.

I might just be getting old and forgetful, but there seems to be an emphasis on backstories these days as a means of justifying bad behaviour and the rise of the antihero.  Gone is the squeaky-clean person who desires to do good despite their own suffering:  the gritty details of their past must be unearthed that shaped them into whomever they grew to be.  People commit despicable crimes and point to what they have suffered as a reason for the series of decisions they made that literally lead to others dying--as if they were helpless victims of doing wickedly.  Without a sound foundation of God's goodness and righteousness, it is very easy to justify what God calls evil.

For everyone who is bent and embittered by suffering, the scripture provides examples of people bettered by it as they looked to God.  Without God in the world, evil would always lead to more evil.  Suffering can lead to bitterness, yet it can also be formative in a healthy sense.  This is not to justify making others suffer out of spite or malice, but God's redemptive power is seen in even redeeming suffering for our God and God's glory.  Hebrews 5:7-9 says of Jesus Christ:  "...who, in the days of His flesh, when He had offered up prayers and supplications, with vehement cries and tears to Him who was able to save Him from death, and was heard because of His godly fear, ⁸ though He was a Son, yet He learned obedience by the things which He suffered."  Rather than honouring Himself, Jesus humbled Himself as the Son of God and suffered many things as a human being.  In addition to learning obedience, He was perfected and made the author of salvation for all who trust in Him.

Jesus was not doomed to bitterness, revenge and malice because of the sufferings of His youth.  Left on our own, we would not "come around" as the Grinch did, whose heart grew three sizes in one day when he realised Christmas was more than packaging, boxes and bags.  God redeems our suffering to draw us to Himself that we might discover healing, wholeness and salvation by His grace.  Jesus is the pure, holy Saviour who is close to all who draw near to Him in faith and is able to save us--from ourselves, bitterness and desire for revenge.  Our backstory is not as important as Christ's story, for He is able to redeem our hurts and pains for eternal gain.  Isn't it wonderful we need not be slaves to sin or what has happened to us because of who Jesus is for us?

Good Hand of God

We are blessed to have the whole Bible to read and grow in understanding of our Creator and great God.  Reading one Bible passage without comparing with others can throw our interpretations and applications off balance, tilting us away from the truth God has revealed.  It is beneficial to consider what other verses say concerning a subject, and these revelations provide greater accuracy when compared and contrasted with one another.  Today a passage in Ezra reminded me of these important facts.

Job and David wrote of God's hand being upon them, and because of their experiences this has a negative connotation (Job 19:21; Ps. 32:4).  In 1 Samuel 5 God plagued the Philistines for 7 months after they captured the ark, and the destructive plagues were described as the hand of God being heavy on them.  If these were the only way God's hand was mentioned, we could support the view of God's hand indeed being heavy, perhaps even oppressive and destructive.  This "heavy hand" might seem arbitrary or even vindictive without good cause, some unescapable force meted out for an unfathomable reason.  But the priest Ezra lends insight on this subject that helps us bring balance that is lacking in previous examples.

In Ezra 8, the priest described how they sought the LORD to guide and protect them as they returned to Jerusalem to rebuild the temple.  Ezra 8:21-22 says, "Then I proclaimed a fast there at the river of Ahava, that we might humble ourselves before our God, to seek from Him the right way for us and our little ones and all our possessions. ²² For I was ashamed to request of the king an escort of soldiers and horsemen to help us against the enemy on the road, because we had spoken to the king, saying, "The hand of our God is upon all those for good who seek Him, but His power and His wrath are against all those who forsake Him."  Given the principle God's hand is upon all those for good who seek Him, it follows that even when His hand seems heavy or even destructive, there are redemptive and good purposes God will fulfil through it.  God chastens those He loves, and God's hand was not upon Job to destroy him for sin but to reveal His great mercy and compassion to him and all people (James 5:11).

Ezra described two ways God's hand was upon them for good in chapter 8, for God supplied the needs of His people and protected them on their journey.  He wrote in Ezra 8:18, "Then, by the good hand of our God upon us, they brought us a man of understanding, of the sons of Mahli the son of Levi, the son of Israel, namely Sherebiah, with his sons and brothers, eighteen men..."  He also testified in Ezra 8:31:  "Then we departed from the river of Ahava on the twelfth day of the first month, to go to Jerusalem. And the hand of our God was upon us, and He delivered us from the hand of the enemy and from ambush along the road."  Having sought the LORD, God supplied learned Levites to organise the worship of God in the temple yet to be built, and God delivered His people from enemies who sought their destruction.  Without God's help, these practical benefits would have remained elusive.

These verses in Ezra provide insight for all God's people, that if we wonder or suspect His hand is heavy upon us due to illness, circumstances or for any reason, this ought to prompt us to seek the LORD with our whole hearts.  Then there can be no doubt the hand of our good God will be upon us for good, and He will be faithful to redeem even painful trials to accomplish His good purposes.  God's hand is upon those who seek Him for good, not because we have earned this right, but because He is merciful, gracious, compassionate and faithful.  Praise be to God His hand is upon those who seek Him for good!