The Humble Heart Repents

"Bad company corrupts good habits," the scripture says, and an example of this is seen in the life of David.  David was a man after God's own heart, but he still was not impervious to the influences around him.  Though David did make mistakes as all men do, I admire how he received correction and did not repeat the same error.

David had fled from his king and father-in-law Saul with 400 men who gathered themselves to him.  An organised band of this size could basically do what they wanted without reprisal, but they were honourable according to David's commands.  In the land of Judah they protected the sheep of a wealthy man named Nabal, and being in great need humbly asked for help.  Nabal answered the delegation David sent roughly with contempt.  He would provide no food but spouted insults.

Upon hearing what Nabal said, David told his men to gird on their swords and prepare for a fight.  His plan was to go up to Nabal's house, take what he desired by force, and kill all males by dawn.  1 Samuel 25:21-22 reads, "Now David had said, "Surely in vain I have protected all that this fellow has in the wilderness, so that nothing was missed of all that belongs to him. And he has repaid me evil for good. ²² May God do so, and more also, to the enemies of David, if I leave one male of all who belong to him by morning light."  As David approached Nabal's home, he was fuming.  He spoke of himself in third person, his angry complaints sprinkled with the personal pronouns "I" and "me."  He was deeply offended and reacted a lot like his father-in-law King Saul.

The words of David were similar to what Saul spoke concerning the Philistines in 1 Samuel 14:24:  "And the men of Israel were distressed that day, for Saul had placed the people under oath, saying, "Cursed is the man who eats any food until evening, before I have taken vengeance on my enemies." So none of the people tasted food."  The self-focus seen in Saul was reflected in David.  But David's heart was not like Saul's:  Saul would not repent at the rebuke of the prophet Samuel, but David repented at the correction of Nabal's wife Abigail.  1 Samuel 25:32-33 says, "Then David said to Abigail: "Blessed is the LORD God of Israel, who sent you this day to meet me! ³³ And blessed is your advice and blessed are you, because you have kept me this day from coming to bloodshed and from avenging myself with my own hand."  Though Saul and David sinned by selfish motives and pride, Saul brought a curse but David repented with blessings.

Here is the difference between a proud heart and one that is after God's own heart.  The proud heart justifies itself and seeks honour before men, yet the heart which honours God is humble and responds gladly to correction--even when it is before hundreds of people.  Praise the LORD for giving those who trust Him a new heart which responds to correction and delights in God's wisdom.

Speaking When Opposed

This morning I read a chapter of the book of Amos, and I appreciate the boldness and dedication of this man who continued to speak God's truth in the midst of opposition.  Amos was a man who worked as a herdsman and harvester who God called and ordained as a prophet to Israel.  He was not the son of a prophet or long had aspirations of such a calling.  Amaziah the priest of Bethel was not impressed by the word of the LORD through Amos and reported him to the king, that Amos was conspiring against him.

Amos 7:12-13 reads, "Then Amaziah said to Amos: "Go, you seer! Flee to the land of Judah. There eat bread, and there prophesy. ¹³ But never again prophesy at Bethel, for it is the king's sanctuary, and it is the royal residence."  What Amaziah did with Amos who spoke as directed by God remains common to this day.  People are fine with the concept of people having faith in God and His Word, but they don't want to hear it.  They want those abhorrent views as far away as possible! Amaziah questioned the authority of Amos as a prophet, and by speaking against the messenger he hoped the message could be silenced.  The ones who will not be silent will be censured, blocked, or discredited.  Search algorithms are changed to make Christian content harder to find online.  To Christians who are bold to speak truth in love the world says, "Go away!"

Amos didn't flee, and he didn't stop speaking as directed by God either.  This boldness in the face of opposition marks those who are called by Jesus Christ to follow Him.  Our motive for speaking or writing is not to make a name for ourselves as prophets or ministers but obedience to God who created mouths, ears, and godly counsel.  Proverbs 25:12 says, "Like an earring of gold and an ornament of fine gold is a wise rebuker to an obedient ear."  As earrings are designed to be worn on ears, so a wise rebuker and obedient ear go together.  Amos was such a man who spoke in obedience to God concerning the state of the nation Israel, but sadly Amaziah nor the king had an obedient ear.  They refused Amos and his message, but this did not deter the man who feared God.  Let us be as Amos, humble messengers of the most High who fear God and continue to speak truth in love.

The Beauty of Kintsugi

In the book The Third Option, author Mile McPherson referenced "kintsugi," an artistic Japanese pottery repair technique.  Instead of trying to conceal fractures, kintsugi emphasises cracks by making repairs with precious gold or silver.  This process can actually improve the beauty and value of pottery rather than the piece being designated for scrap or the bin.

Quoting from the "My Modern Met" website, "Since its conception, Kintsugi has been heavily influenced by prevalent philosophical ideas. Namely, the practice is related to the Japanese philosophy of wabi-sabi, which calls for seeing beauty in the flawed or imperfect. The repair method was also born from the Japanese feeling of mottainai, which expresses regret when something is wasted, as well as mushin, the acceptance of change."  It is fascinating how philosophy can find expression in how a broken pot is repaired rather than thrown away.  In the west we live in what some call a "throwaway" culture, where items are almost cheaper to buy new than to have them fixed.  "If it's not broken, don't fix it," the cliche goes, but I have never heard the reverse:  "If it's broken, fix it."  In most cases there is an attraction to what is new, and we place greater value upon new than old.

In kintsugi, brokenness brings out new potential.  If a bowl, cup, or pitcher was never broken, there would be no opportunity to adorn it with precious gold.  And when things are broken--even when the broken thing is a person--we do our best to conceal the damage done.  We admire the work tradesmen do to repair holes in walls or gouged furniture by saying in amazement as we carefully examine for faults, "Wow, you never would have known."  This is something we do with our bodies and past as well.  Money is spent every day to conceal blemishes, to lighten or darken skin, and the removal or covering of unwanted tattoos.  We work to hide our scars rather than being open about our past hurts or faults.  It is for our benefit to humbly confess we are shattered so God might be our Saviour and strength.

The world seeks perfection it can never attain, but those who discover the love of God find themselves accepted by Him in spite of flaws.  God does more than a kintsugi master could ever dream of doing, for we are born again by faith in Jesus Christ and transformed into a new creation and provided eternal life.  Our bodies look the same, but the glory of God dwells within us.  2 Corinthians 4:6-7 says, "For it is the God who commanded light to shine out of darkness, who has shone in our hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ. ⁷ But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellence of the power may be of God and not of us."  In our brokenness we came to Christ for salvation, and through the hurts of the past God's glory shines bright as Redeemer.  No longer must we labour for approval of men or self by a veneer of vanity, for God's grace and power is revealed in our weakness.  It is He who makes us new; it is God who makes the weak strong.

"The Third Option" by Miles McPherson

Yesterday I finished The Third Option by Miles McPherson, pastor of the Rock Church in San Diego, California.  It was a thoroughly engaging, thought-provoking read.  Living as an immigrant and now dual-citizen of Australia gave me much more to consider than simply race relations in the United States, as a person who identifies as White living as a foreigner.  Here it is not so much the colour of my skin but my birthplace and accent which sets me apart.

The primary value of the book for me was to explore my own biases regarding identity and race.  Growing up I always felt like my perspective didn't matter because I was part of the privileged majority who could never understand or appreciate the struggles of others.  Maybe all that is true.  But praise be to God all people can be loving, gracious, and accepting of others on account of how God has accepted us.  Living in a foreign land has taught me many valuable lessons, enriched my life, and given me empathy for "outsiders" I wouldn't have had otherwise.

Most people would not admit to being racist, but Miles talks about how everyone has "racial conversations" in our own heads.  This may show itself in us intentionally avoiding a conversation about race because we don't want to appear racist or offend!  Without thought we naturally categorise people based upon their appearance, language, dress, or ethnicity.  A lot of what we think we know about other people or cultures is based upon a minuscule sample size or from what we have heard--not from firsthand experience through immersion in a culture.  I can't tell you how many times I have heard Aussie slang, figured it was common, and used it myself only to be met with confused expressions by other true-blue Aussies!  It wasn't because they didn't understand what I said, but they literally hadn't heard the term used ever before.

Finally, the book brought up something which had been unwittingly weighing on my conscience.  When I was a kid I made a racist and degrading comment to a member of my extended family.  I wondered at the conscience God has given us, for God has put within us the capacity to remember a sentence or word we spoke 30 years ago which was hurtful to others and displeasing to God.  I was wounded in remembering what I said and the tears flowed.  Praise the LORD He brings our sin to mind so we can repent of it, ask for forgiveness, and be reconciled with God and others.  It is a privilege to be reconciled to God and people we have wounded, whether by ignorance or malice.  Words have an incredible capacity to wound or to edify.  If we have used our words to hurt or tear others down, it is in humbling ourselves before God and man in repentance which results in restoration and encouragement for all.