Shoes and Self-Idolatry

I recently viewed a segment where a professional athlete led a video crew on a tour through his house.  He showed them his epic game room, salt-water aquariums and finally showed off a closet filled with shoes.  In a room spacious as a lounge room, shelves of pristine shoes lined the walls in individual pairs under coloured lights.  These shoes were collectible and very expensive, some of his first major purchases as a pro after he began making millions of dollars annually.  He explained when he looked at the shoes it was a reminder of his accomplishments and tangible evidence his hard work paid off.  His collection of shoes existed more than just for comfortable walking or fashion, for each pair had been carefully selected and gathered to pay homage to him.

One might look at the man's closet and assume shoes are that man's idol because of the sheer amount of expensive shoes in the collection or the customised space he created to accommodate them.  While this could be the case, based upon what he said it was more likely he was the object of the worship.  This gathering of shoes in actuality was a shrine to himself.  Every time he walked into a room without a word they sang his praises in their assigned places; the assembly spoke of his wealth, achievements and refined tastes.  He was pleased to receive the worship of these bits of rubber, leather, plastic and nylon that congratulated him and carried him around to public events like people hoist a graven image in a parade.  Idolatry is a matter of the heart objects may only be symptoms of:  those exotic cars, houses, properties and collections do not exist for themselves but can be assembled because they provide what a person prizes.  They speak in dollars of accomplishment, to gain envious attention from others and boost your pride.

Whether we have or do not have, there exists in the heart of men the desire to be honoured and glorified as God, one worthy of worship and praise.  Self-seeking is a core principle of all idolatry, for it seeks to earn a desired blessing or avoid a despised curse.  Dallas Willard in Renovation of the Heart wrote about how self-idolatry can corrupt our perspective.  He wrote, "...the fundamental pride of putting himself at the center of the universe is the hinge upon which the entire world of the ruined self turns." (Willard, Dallas, et al. Renovation of the Heart: Putting on the Character of Christ. Form, 2021. page 54)  Man does not naturally see his need for God or have the slightest desire for God because he finds his greatest satisfaction in himself, his accomplishments and acquisitions.  We need not even have a pair of shoes to idolise them, and the shoes, clothes and jewelry we have can exist for our worship and praise.

It is important we do not fall into the legalistic trap of imagining shoes, cars and houses are idols in themselves.  These are perfectly fine gifts from God we can own without fear of corruption.  But it is important we guard our hearts and consider our motives, for even in the regenerated heart of a child of God we can lapse into self-idolatry.  The safeguard against this is to humble ourselves before God, acknowledging all we are and all we have is a gift from God, giving God His just due.  Such are not embarrassed to own what God has provided and are not envious of others who have more than us.  This one is not preoccupied with what he has or does not have, for Jesus Christ is our all in all.  To be deprived of or to lose things of  great monetary value does not wound us because they were never entangled with our affections which cling to God in faith.  Those who live as if they are God will remain empty--regardless of what they achieve or accumulate.  Blessed is the one whose God is the LORD, for He is our exceedingly great reward in Himself.