Saul's Armour Doesn't Fit

Over the life of this blog one post which has garnered the most attention is "Beware of Saul's Armor."  Until now I have not felt led to write of my experience which inspired it.  I believe the post about Saul's Armor strikes a chord in the hearts of all people who long to walk by faith in God and not by sight.  I write of my experience not to be a "rabble-rouser," to be foolhardy, or to justify rebellion against biblical authority.  I feel it necessary as I did those many years ago to exhort Christians to never substitute programs or an arm of flesh to accomplish what only God can do.  We can fall into the trap in looking to others to validate our call to ministry or using worldly methods and safety nets rather than simply following the leading of God.

When I was living in San Diego and on staff as a youth pastor in 2005, I had a clear leading from God to minister in the east side of Australia.  The overwhelming sense of this idea and accompanying desire was so vivid and out of nowhere I waited months before relating the impression to my wife.  This idea of moving to the east coast of Australia was constant and persistent though I was completely satisfied with my life in the U.S.  I was happy and had never aspired to be a pastor, much less immigrate across the world!  I knew no one in Australia, did not know where I was going, when it would happen, or how it would come to pass.  But on March 4th, 2009, God supplied a clear leading to contact a church in Brisbane, Australia.  This date is the background for the name of this blog, being a significant date to my wife and me because it is the only date which can also be stated (albeit American style!) as an action.

The call came though I did not know where, when I would be going, or how I would be serving.  I believed it would be wise to begin preparations before actually leaving for Australia.  Since my current fellowship at the time was not set up to manage donations, health care, and provide accountability for foreign missionaries, I began looking into ministries which did.  I made an appointment to interview with such a ministry, took a day off work, and went early to the interview.  After excitedly telling my story to the staff which assembled around a table of God's miraculous call to minister in Australia, the confirmation He had provided through God's Word and my wife, I was not prepared for their response.

What I remember more than what they said is the smugness in which it was said.  After exchanging knowing looks with each other and turning me me with eyes of sympathy, I can sum up what they said like this:  "We get a lot of people like you - thinking God has called them to overseas ministry.  But many times people aren't prepared for the rigours of being a missionary.  They end up coming back, sitting in that chair crying and wanting to come home."  Then they proceeded to tell me that before they would take me on as a partner missionary I needed to go through their program, my family would have to spend several weeks in a local mission, and raise at least 70% financial support before I would have their blessing to go.  I imagine I felt like David when Saul said, "Alright, I give you permission to fight Goliath.  But before you go you need to try on my armour for size."  Now don't misunderstand:  there is nothing wrong with training for missionaries and wisely planning ahead.  There must be nothing worse for mission sending agencies who have to deal with flaky people who have romantic notions of the mission field or are trying to run from unresolved issues they lug with them wherever they go.

As I sat in that chair listening to the bleak picture they painted of my future I thought within myself, "We'll see about that."  Speaking for myself, the concept of requiring me to go through a program before I stepped out in faith in God was disgraceful.  I was indignant.  Through God I had already experienced His deliverance from lions and bears:  why would a giant be any harder for God to bring down?  It turned out I wasn't a good fit for them and what I saw as the equivalent of Saul's Armour was not a good fit for me.  Submission to authority was not the problem for me, but to substitute a program in place of faith was.  Praise the LORD, for by Friday that week God connected me with Shepherd's Staff.  I submitted my application and my relationship with them has proved to be a brilliant fit.  Instead of questioning or doubting God's call upon my life there was genuine excitement and interest demonstrated by the pastor who interviewed me.

So where am I now?  Since 2009 much has happened.  My family and I have moved to Sydney, Australia - one of the most expensive places in the world to live.  God has continued to provide for all our needs without us directly asking anyone for money.  We prayed to God and made known how people can give if they are so led. I even told people years ago in a special email not to feel obligated to give, yet we have been so blessed how people continue to give.  I am the pastor of Calvary Chapel Sydney in Castle Hill with the most lovely people.  I have been given the opportunity to read with foster kids, speak at Christian holiday camps and Bible Institutes, to go on mission trips, to teach God's Word multiple times at church every week, lead discipleship courses, and to teach scripture in a public school.  And this is the kicker:  last year my family and I became dual citizens!  Guess what?  God has done exactly as He promised us through His Word.  Where there was uncertainty God brought clarity, and what was absolutely impossible God has done.  I give all glory to God for doing His wonders and I can personally testify of His faithfulness and provision.  I look back upon all God has done and realise in myself I am nothing and have accomplished nothing:  God has done it all without needing Saul's ill-fitting armour.

Sometimes this walk of faith in Jesus Christ looks foolish to people in the world and even to some in the church.  What some see as necessary based upon their own experience might indeed by folly - a worthless substitute for spiritual power and simple obedience to God's leading which will only encumber.  Again, there is value and wisdom in training and preparation for ministry as a Christian and God's ways are often quite unorthodox.  God saw fit for my training for ministry to take place on construction jobsites for over a decade.  Instead of seminary He put me through over 10 years of teaching Sunday school, 6 years teaching a home fellowship, and 4 years of being a youth pastor and building-maintenance-man at a church.  God is the One who calls, sends, provides for and establishes His people all over the globe for His glory.  There is no substitute for the leading of the Holy Spirit and the truth of God's Word.  What I wrote many years ago I still find true:  why not go with Who brought us here?  If it is a step of faith to enter into a program or school, good!  If the Spirit of God has you do something which has never been done before, do it with all your might.  Those who trust God will see His glory.  When God's work is ours He will see it done in His time and way.

Be Fully Convinced

During my recent visit to the United States, I had the opportunity to meet with family, friends, and speak at churches concerning my family's move to Australia.  I was able to meet with friends I have had since high school and reflected on my Australian adventure from the very beginning.  It is a story I do not tell very often since we are now dual-citizens and the tale is a rather involved one which began over a decade ago.  It was good to testify of God's faithfulness of His word to me, and I personally identify with the truth of Joshua 21:45 which reads, "Not a word failed of any good thing which the LORD had spoken to the house of Israel. All came to pass."  This is true for the house of Israel and true for me too.  I hope through the story God has written in my life others are encouraged to take steps of faith in obedience to God as Noah, Abraham, Moses, and Joshua did.

One of the great benefits of a walk of faith in God is how the Bible becomes much more personal.  When I resigned from my position at a church and went to Australia for a two-month trip, I felt a bit like Abraham who left his country but had no idea where he was going.  I had no clue how God was going to establish me in Australia, but He did.  Seeing God provide for Abraham and his family in the Bible supplies confidence God will provide for all my needs as well.  God promised Abraham things which didn't just seem improbable but were impossible, yet in His time God fulfilled His Word.  Romans 4:20-21 says of Abraham, "He did not waver at the promise of God through unbelief, but was strengthened in faith, giving glory to God, ²¹ and being fully convinced that what He had promised He was also able to perform."  Abraham did not waver, despite obvious impossibilities.  God waited until Abraham and his barren wife Sarah were old before He made good on His promise to give them a son.

The world says, "I'll believe it when I see it," but Christians are called to believe it because God has said it.  God created the entire universe by His spoken word, and the power which raised Jesus Christ from the dead is the same power which resides in God's people.  This is miraculous, transformational power.  Instead of wavering at the promise of God through unbelief, we too need to be strengthened in faith.  Perhaps God has made promises to you beyond the written Word of God you have yet to see fulfilled and it seems impossible.  Are you convinced what God has promised He is also able to perform - not in a theoretical sense for all people - but for you personally?  We have the same tendency of Abraham of expending great effort wondering how God is going to make good on His promises or even try to help Him out.  God does not need our help.  But He does require our unwavering faith.  Genuine belief enables us to give glory to God despite apparent delays and to keep trusting Him.

Abraham believed God and it was accounted to him as righteousness.  When doubt creeps in, let us examine ourselves and ensure we are fully convinced in what God has said and He will perform it.  God invites us to dialogue with Him and be casting our cares upon Him, knowing He cares for us.  We can have complete confidence God will not cast us off because of our weakness or even our mistakes, for He is gracious and good.  Like a loving father which holds his tottering child by the hands, so God lifts us up and enables us to place one unsteady foot before the other.  This brings a smile to His face when we walk towards Him, our eyes bright with joy despite our difficulties.  What He has promised we are not able to perform, but He is.

The Gospel Demands

I recently read a very useful book by Sam Allberry titled, Is God anti-gay?  He is a Christian pastor who with clarity and grace systematically holds forth a solid biblical perspective concerning those who struggle with same-sex attraction.  He speaks from a place of personal experience and victory through Jesus.  For much of my life homosexuality was seldom discussed in secular or church circles, and it is good to see that changing.  People have questions and these can be engaged graciously with biblical truth.  Besides the relevance and scriptural accuracy, what I like most about this book is the compassionate tone.  There is a balance Allberry expertly maintains to answer pertinent questions about sexuality with the message of hope Christians have through the Gospel of Jesus Christ.

Often at youth camps I am faced with loaded questions by skeptics like:  "Do you agree with homosexuality?" or "Is being gay a sin?"  Though many questions I am asked could be answered with a "yes" or "no," to answer them so simplistically does not convey the whole truth.  Truth is not complicated, but people are!  Answering the question and not the questioner can shut down all hope of future engagement.  This is something Allberry does very well in that he does not immediately answer the question, nor does he dodge them.  He begins with our great and good God, His designs in creation, and His purposes for people.  After this all-important foundation is carefully laid, the discussion constructively continues.  He brings up very good points about how the church needs to stop marginalising single people, that we ought to recognise the gift of singleness, and cautions pressuring men into cultural norms of masculinity.

After reading the book, one paragraph kept coming back to mind.  The truth contained in it is relevant for all people.  Sam Allberry writes,

Ever since I have been open about my own experiences of homosexuality, a number of Christian have said something like this:  "The gospel must be harder for your than it is for me," as though I have more to give up than they do.  But the fact is that the gospel demands everything of all of us.  If someone thinks the gospel has somehow slotted into their life quite easily, without causing any major adjustments to their lifestyle or aspirations, it is likely that they have not really started following Jesus at all. Allberry, Sam. Is God Anti-gay?: And Other Questions about Homosexuality, the Bible and Same-sex Attraction. N.p.: Good Book, 2015. 12. Print.

This hits at the heart of every person who claims to follow Jesus.  We receive the Gospel freely, but it will always come at a personal cost.  Praise the LORD we can rejoice in the hope of Jesus Christ who has washed us from sin and made us pure and holy by His grace.  No longer do we need to be defined by sins which ensnared us and can walk in liberty.  No matter our struggle or sin, we can have a new beginning with Jesus Christ today.  1 Corinthians 6:11 says about those once defined by various sin:  "And such were some of you. but you were washed, but you were sanctified, but you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus and by the Spirit of our God."  God loves us no matter our struggles.  When we humble ourselves before Him in faith and obedience, God makes in us the major adjustments required for us to follow Jesus in truth.

Check out a video of Sam sharing here.

Soaring, Running, and Walking

"Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall, ³¹ But those who wait on the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint."

Isaiah 40:30-31

These verses are a great encouragement to all of God's people who grow weary.  All people on earth have limited stores of energy and enthusiasm.  Being weak, faint, and even falling are common to our human condition.  God promises to renew the strength of all who wait on the LORD, to grant spiritual vitality to those who seek and fix their eyes upon Him.

This order of renewal for a born-again Christian is significant:  mounting up with wings like eagles, running without weariness, and walking without fainting.  When a person repents and trusts in Jesus Christ as Saviour, we are spiritually born again as children of God.  Our bodies remain on earth but in the spiritual realm we are seated with Christ.  Ephesians 2:4-7 says, "But God, who is rich in mercy, because of His great love with which He loved us, ⁵ even when we were dead in trespasses, made us alive together with Christ (by grace you have been saved), ⁶ and raised us up together, and made us sit together in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, ⁷ that in the ages to come He might show the exceeding riches of His grace in His kindness toward us in Christ Jesus."  We who were once dead in sins have been raised to life in eternal glory, soaring free from sin with unlimited access to God.  Through prayer and the indwelling Spirit of God we connected with the Father through Jesus.

On this earthly pilgrimage we can run without weariness.  There is no drudgery in the Christian life but boundless horizons as we grow in God's love and goodness, all needs supplied abundantly according to His grace.  Hebrews 12:1-2 says, "Therefore we also, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, ² looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God."  It is most fitting our lives as Christians are compared to runners in an important race.  Runners prepare intentionally for competition and focus to expend all their effort once the starting gun sounds to the very end.  Every second is important and counted.  We do not compete against other people but run the unique course God has set before each one of us in such a way to obtain the prize.  The way we think, speak, and conduct ourselves on earth is critical.  Laying aside weights and sin enables us to run with endurance.

Those who realise their new identity in Christ and faithfully run the race set before them will be greatly aided to walk without fainting.  Even as the disciples who walked along the road to Emmaus enjoyed fellowship and conversation with Jesus, so we walk with Jesus through this life.  When I used to run cross-country our warm-up was a slow jog at "conversational pace."  Communion with God should be constant.  Walking may not be the fastest speed between two points, but we are not called to outpace Jesus or the leading of the Spirit.  As working oxen yoked together must walk in step, so we are to labour alongside our Saviour and fellow disciples.  Adam, Enoch, Noah, and Abraham walked with God, and so must we.  It is written to Abraham as well to all who desire to please God in Genesis 17:1:  "When Abram was ninety-nine years old, the LORD appeared to Abram and said to him, "I am Almighty God; walk before Me and be blameless."  This isn't only for Old Testament saints, for John wrote to followers of Jesus in 1 John 2:6, "He who says he abides in Him ought himself also to walk just as He walked."  God rejoices when His children choose to walk in the Truth.

Do you find yourself faint, weary, or falling?  Realise your new and privileged position seated with Christ in the heavenlies.  Prepare yourself mentally, physically, and spiritually to run with endurance the race that is set before you, looking unto Jesus.  Fulfill the command of Christ to deny self, take up your cross daily, and follow Jesus as you progress through this earthly pilgrimage.  God will keep His Word and renew your strength so you might finish your race with joy and be presented before the Father with exceeding joy.

Moving Trees and Mountains

Reading scriptures in context aids greatly in understanding and personal application.  Here are two examples of verses which the interpretation and application is unclear when read alone.  Jesus said in Mark 11:23, "For assuredly, I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, 'Be removed and be cast into the sea,' and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that those things he says will be done, he will have whatever he says."  Immediately preceding this passage, Jesus had been talking about the hindrance of unbelief in the heart - which is the equivalent to an immovable mountain.  The God who created the world shakes the earth as He wills can remove unbelief from the hearts of men.  Nothing is impossible for God.  It is easier to remove mountains than to changes hearts, but God does both without effort.

In Luke 17, Jesus began the chapter speaking of offenses and how it is impossible for them not to occur.  He pronounced woe on those who caused offenses, yet exhorted His disciples to forgive others.  After they asked Jesus to increase their faith, He responded in Luke 17:6:  "If you have faith as a mustard seed, you can say to this mulberry tree, 'Be pulled up by the roots and be planted in the sea,' and it would obey you."  Mulberry trees have extensive root systems which extend to the edge of the canopy of the tree.  They do have small vertical roots but they are primarily horizontal.  People talk about a "vertical" relationship with God and their "horizontal" relationships with people.  Interestingly enough, it is in the horizontal relationships with people with whom we tend to have the most unforgiveness, bitterness, and resentment.  Jesus says if we have only a small amount of genuine faith in God a mulberry tree can be plucked up by the roots and thrown into the sea.

In context, Jesus spoke these words to His disciples.  I do not believe Jesus said these things because there is a lack of mountains and trees in the sea but there is a great need to remove unbelief and unforgiveness from the hearts of God's people.  Faith in God is the key component of removing these seemingly immovable sins which no man can move himself.  What is impossible with men is possible with God.  Massive mountains and ancient trees cannot provide resistance to the transforming power of our great God.  We can have great confidence and expectancy in our God to keep His Word!

Spend Time With Jesus

I was reminded recently of when a friend invited me to go to the San Diego Padres spring training in Yuma, Arizona.  One thing I remember about the hotel we stayed at was how adjoining rooms were connected by two doors.  As we scoped out the room upon arrival, we were surprised how a door led to another door.  If both doors were open guests could pass freely from one room to another.  Because we didn't know who was on the other side of the door the concept was a bit creepy, but we agreed it would be awesome if your neighbour was your best friend.

When a person repents and trusts in Jesus, we have unlimited access to the presence of God.  In fact, we are invited into the throne room of God and can have an audience with God at all times.  Hebrews 4:14-16 says of our risen LORD Jesus, "Seeing then that we have a great High Priest who has passed through the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold fast our confession. ¹⁵  For we do not have a High Priest who cannot sympathize with our weaknesses, but was in all points tempted as we are, yet without sin. ¹⁶  Let us therefore come boldly to the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy and find grace to help in time of need."

In a spiritual sense we have been seated in the heavenlies with Jesus Christ (Eph. 2:6).  Prayer opens the way to God's presence.  It is like we share adjoining rooms in the same heavenly mansion and the door opened from Christ's side is always swung wide open.  He can knock on our door when we close it, but we can never knock on His because He is always ready and happy to receive visitors.  He is the Door and also the Way, Truth, and Life.  It is we who close our door which leads to His room when we just want to watch TV and are not interested to spend time together.  It is we who become self-conscious and shut our door so we don't bother him.  And when we are troubled we forget that right next door we have a loving Saviour who is the answer to our problems, has guidance for us in our dilemmas, and is wisdom for us.  We are guilty of long periods of silence and isolation from the very one who saved us and desires to share eternity with us.

Keep the door open, believer.  And when a breeze from this world swings that door shut and you hear His familiar knock, open the door to Jesus quickly so you might enjoy uninterrupted time with Jesus once again.  He loves you and delights to hear your voice.

No Regret in Repentance

Paul was a man who seized every opportunity to share the gospel of Jesus Christ.  It didn't matter if he was in a synagogue, the marketplace, Mars Hill with philosophers, or to women washing clothes down by a river.  He was bold to proclaim of God's judgment and the salvation through Jesus even before rulers.  After being arrested and imprisoned Acts 24:24-25 tells us, "And after some days, when Felix came with his wife Drusilla, who was Jewish, he sent for Paul and heard him concerning the faith in Christ. ²⁵ Now as he reasoned about righteousness, self-control, and the judgment to come, Felix was afraid and answered, "Go away for now; when I have a convenient time I will call for you."

Felix trembled as Paul reasoned with him concerning righteousness, self-control, and the judgment to come.  Jesus tells us the Holy Spirit has been sent to convict men of sin, righteousness, and judgment (John 16:7-11), and Felix squirmed as judgment according to the Law was brought to bear upon his conscience.  Yet instead of confessing his sin and repenting, Felix decided to put it off for another day.  He was convicted by his sin but there was no evidence of sorrow.  According to the verses following, Felix never found a convenient time to call Paul before him.  Two years passed and Felix was transferred.  For our flesh humility, public confession, and repentance is never convenient.  It has the appeal of a cold bath to a water-phobic feline.  Repentance is a necessary step to be forgiven by God and spared eternal wrath.  Those who put off repentance long enough will have all eternity in hell to regret their procrastination.

The righteous demands of the Law and the sure judgment for sin are key aspects of the Gospel of Jesus Christ.  Peter, Paul, and others in the New Testament wove these themes into their addresses to unbelievers.  After declaring how God was not according to man's design, Paul said in Acts 17:30-31, "Truly, these times of ignorance God overlooked, but now commands all men everywhere to repent, ³¹  because He has appointed a day on which He will judge the world in righteousness by the Man whom He has ordained. He has given assurance of this to all by raising Him from the dead." ³²  And when they heard of the resurrection of the dead, some mocked, while others said, "We will hear you again on this matter."  The sure promise of judgment by the Almighty God is not enough to persuade people to repent, but happy are those who sorrow for their sin and do repent.  There is no regret for those who repent and choose God's way.

To say you will respond to the demands of the Gospel in a convenient time is a promise to never do so.  Praise the LORD for sending the Holy Spirit to convict the world of sin, righteousness, and judgment so we will never find rest or lasting comfort whilst in sin.  Unbelievers need forgiveness and so do Christians, for sin separates us from God.  Admission of sin and repentance are the first steps to putting us back on good terms with our Heavenly Father, and there is nothing to regret when God regains His rightful place in our lives as Saviour and LORD.

Revival and All Your Need

When I first visited Australia in 2009, some I spoke to lamented there had never been a spiritual revival in Australia.  Since then I have seen that claim was in error.  In fact I am reading a book now by J. Edwin Orr which speaks of revival and the move of the Holy Spirit in New Zealand and Australia.  We cannot muster up revival from our best efforts any more than we can make gale-force winds blow by flapping our arms.  Yet there is a connection between revival and willing and receptive hearts which prayerfully seek the LORD.  There are certainly hindrances to revival and we must be willing to admit them and repent to receive God's blessing.  J. Edwin Orr wrote of his experiences with a reluctant congregation in New Zealand:

The way to revival was made very clear - prayer and removal of hindrances.  The main object of the address was to make possible the prayer:  "Lord, send a mighty revival to Wellington, but begin first in me."  But I felt that too many people gathered there wanted an easy revival.  Everywhere one finds that type of Christian who thinks that revival is dependent on the recitation of a hocus-pocus magic formula.  This type was in that meeting, and when the necessity of confession was set forth, pride forbade public renunciation of sin.  And so many, in spirit if not in deed, prayed:  "O Lord, send a revival, but begin in somebody else first and convince me that it is possible"  We went home rejoicing that some had the courage of their convictions to get right with God:  but we were equally conscious that the Holy Spirit had been deeply grieved at the hardness of heart of the majority.  The organisers were all right, I think, and I felt conscious of no hindrance in the messenger - responsibility lay with the people. (Orr, J. Edwin. All Your Need: 10,000 Miles of Miracle through Australia and New Zealand. London: Marshall, Morgan & Scott, 1936. Print. page 38) 

One common aspect of the revivals Orr spoke of had woven throughout them the seeking of the LORD in prayer and meetings, the public confession of secret sin, and the joyful praise of the LORD.  I desire not only to read about revival or in some vicarious manner rejoice in a work God did long ago, but to experience a move of God's Spirit today.  Like J. Edwin Orr said, I agree it is fitting I would fervently desire a personal revival in my own life instead of being content to see revival.  I am not content to be a "third wheel" when it comes to God.  I believe many Christians fit into the "third wheel" category.  They see others walking with Jesus and how they have heard and are led by God.  These "third wheel" Christians wistfully wish they too could know God in a deeper way but are unwilling to remove hindrances from their lives.  I am convinced of this:  if I can experience a closer relationship with God than I must.  I am not content to see others leaping ahead spiritually while I shuffle slowly back:  if I desire revival I must want it for myself and be willing to pay whatever price is required.  I must lay down my life as a living sacrifice before the Lamb of God without demand of a return.  I must humble myself.  I must pray and align myself with God's Word.

Are you interested in seeing revival or are you hungry for God to revive you?  We must all recognise we have resisted and grieved the Holy Spirit through our unbelief, idolatry, and rebellion.  We cannot pray for revival in our church, city, or nation if we are not willing to seek God ourselves.  It is time to seek the LORD and turn away His judgment through humble repentance.  Psalm 85:6-8 is fitting for us to pray ourselves:  "Will You not revive us again, that Your people may rejoice in You? ⁷  Show us Your mercy, LORD, and grant us Your salvation. ⁸  I will hear what God the LORD will speak, for He will speak peace to His people and to His saints; but let them not turn back to folly."  It is God's will to revive His people.  Don't be on the outside looking in when God brings revival.  Today is the day!

Don't Fall for Formulas

Human beings naturally seek to benefit ourselves.  We are interested in results.  If we notice someone has lost weight or is packing on muscle, we are keen to know how.  There is often a formulaic approach to action we take or the method we choose because we hope it will work for us as it has worked for others.  Personal trainers and nutritionists are employed to aid us in our struggle for fitness.  Conferences are attended to learn from professionals how to maximise our net worth.  Routine is embraced so we too might have the benefits others boast of.  We read books based on the recommendation of friends and take advice from total strangers who post videos or blogs on the internet to help our cause.  We imagine there must be a formula to obtain our desired end:  if I do the right things, I can have the results I want.

We can do the same thing when it comes to Christian ministry.  A true principle of scripture can be distorted into a self-centred formula.  Let me preface my observations by saying not all people do this.  My aim is to suggest there is a danger we could do this and possibly we currently do this without even recognising it.  I know it can be done because I have done it, and may God continue to purify my motives.  As we see God in truth - His holiness, righteousness, goodness, grace, and love - in the light of His reality we begin to see we are rotten to the core.  We have prayed selfishly.  We wanted glory and recognition for ourselves instead of offering God sacrifices of praise and thanksgiving.  We have played the hypocrite, saying, "Yes LORD, but let me first..."

It's exciting to read about the Holy Spirit moving through people in the the book of Acts.  After the Holy Spirit came upon the believers on Pentecost, their lives were transformed for the better.  Through their witness the world was turned upside down and many came to faith in Jesus.  What boldness and power they displayed as those believers proclaimed Christ and followed Him rejoicing in the face of trials and persecution.  There was unity, generosity, gladness, and thousands were added to the church in a day.  But this was no passing fad as the last sentence of Acts 2:47 says:  "And the Lord added to the church daily those who were being saved."  That sounds pretty good, right?  What genuine follower of Jesus Christ doesn't desire to see people come to faith in Jesus?  Then we start looking around and realise in our gatherings there aren't people being saved.  Our evangelism efforts seem to lack results.  Hopefully this makes us do some soul searching.  But most of the time it is easier to point out faults in others or try to find a formula which will give us this result.

It is possible some have found their "formula" in a statement which occurs earlier in Acts 2:42:  "And they continued steadfastly in the apostles' doctrine and fellowship, in the breaking of bread, and in prayers."  We are always looking for something to do so we might benefit.  We can think, "It worked for the early church, and this should work for us.  If we follow the Acts 2:42 pattern as a lifestyle, we will have the same good results - that the LORD would add daily to the church those who are being saved."  Now this is certainly a good pattern of life.  But the LORD adding daily to the church was not the effect of continuing in doctrine, fellowship, communion (koinonia), or prayers:  it was by the grace of God for His glory.  This pattern of fellowship was the effect - not of a four-step plan - but because of the indwelling Holy Spirit in God's people.  The Holy Spirit was the cause of spiritual regeneration in believers and He consequently empowered them to live for God in a fallen world.  It would be a good thing to see Acts 2:42 in a church because it is evidence of the Holy Spirit moving in God's people - not as a program or a formula for "church growth."

The same mistake can be made concerning those who met together in one accord on the Day of Pentecost.  We can gather groups together, hoping for the Spirit to manifest Himself in power.  We want tongues of fire; we want to feel the place shaken!  But remember, the disciples tarried in Jerusalem in obedience to the direct command of Christ.  It wasn't their idea or plan.  There was no formula besides simple obedience to God and submission to His will.  We can push the prime button on our lawn mowers and pull the rope to start the engine until our hands blister, but without fuel the engine will never start.  The living sacrifice of a believer purified in the blood of Jesus is the only acceptable fuel.  Without the Holy Spirit the work will never be done.  Reading the Bible more and praying more will never aid you in achieving your plans but are means to God's ends.  These disciplines can be evidence of the Spirit within you or they can be empty exercises.  Spiritually we are like pneumatic tools which need the power of the Spirit (pneuma) to function and accomplish any purpose for which we are designed.  One soul in submission to God is of greater use for His kingdom than all the formulas or programs man can muster.

Don't fall for formulas.  It is only in the full surrender of a life before God, a soul who falls before God in humble faith and obedience, who will receive and in reality experience the abundant life God has provided for all who seek Him.

To Know War

"Now these are the nations which the LORD left, that He might test Israel by them, that is, all who had not known any of the wars in Canaan [2] (this was only so that the generations of the children of Israel might be taught to know war, at least those who had not formerly known it)..."

Judges 3:1-2

Last night at Calvary Chapel Santee the message began with these verses.  They immediately had an impact on me:  God wants His people to know how to fight, how to bravely contend.  God did not want His people ignorant of war when there was a war to be fought.  Though God promised to fight battles for His people, His people who were oppressed and subdued before their enemies needed to learn to fight.  God wanted His people to have practical experience of war and be good at it, to be courageous in battle, men who would surrender only to Him.

As Christians we are taught we do not wrestle against flesh and blood but against principalities and powers, rulers of wickedness in heavenly places.  Some of us have never known war in the sense of hand-to-hand conflict, but God will see to it there remains a potential for bondage in our lives.  We are victorious through Christ and He is our peace, but God wants us to be a people who have done battle with our flesh and overcome by His grace.  He wants people who can follow His orders, who can suffer hardship without growing faint, and those who are willing to toil night and day for freedom.

You might ask, "If God has the victory and He will fight our battles, why should we know war?  What is the point of us being experienced in battle?"  Verse 4 tells us why God allowed many nations who opposed His people to remain in the land:  "And they were left, that He might test Israel by them, to know whether they would obey the commandments of the LORD, which He had commanded their fathers by the hand of Moses."  So why does God allow conflict, even oppressive circumstances in our lives?  God uses these "enemies" to become blessings, opportunities for growth and maturity embraced through obedience and faith in God.

So what do you know of war?  Let us relish the lessons God teaches us so our hands might be made strong to fight, to go out and come in before our King and Saviour Jesus Christ.  When we walk in His strength our power will not be diminished, nor will we be weak or weary.

Clean Those Gutters!

In Sydney the chill of winter is in the air.  The trees in my front yard have changed colours and been dropping in abundance.  During recent downpours there were times when I noticed the gutters overflowed.  After the storm was over, I could see from the ground how the storm had heaped golden and rusty leaves above the edge of the gutters.  So last weekend I grabbed a ladder, a bucket, and a garden shovel to clear the gutters.  This simple chore provided a useful object lesson from the LORD as well as free-flowing guttering.

I don't know about you, but when it comes to cleaning gutters I typically grab the big stuff and call it good.  But this time I decided a more thorough clean was warranted because it had been months since I had cleared them.  I found dry leaves on top and black, rotting leaves underneath.  Once the leaves have compacted into the gutter they act as a filter which traps sediment.  As I used my hands and the shovel to scrape out the leaves, I even found bugs in the filth.  Then I did something I never bothered to do before:  grab the hose and actually wash the mud away.  This allowed me to check the fall of the gutters and ensure optimum performance.

As I filled the gutters with water, I noticed a low spot which collected dirt.  I was surprised how much spraying it took to wash the mud away.  Then the LORD impressed something upon me.  When it comes to repentance, typically I (and I imagine others too) do the equivalent of grabbing a few handfuls of leaves out of the gutters of our minds and hearts and call it good.  We focus on what can be easily seen and don't bother to wash them down completely because hey, more leaves are going to fall, right?  Partial cleaning looks good from the ground, but the rotten leaves can still impede the flow of water and choke the downspout to a muddy trickle.  Rain which falls pure is quickly fouled, soaks the eaves, and leads to dry rot because it has not found the designed outlet.

In the life of a Christian, the pure rain is a picture of the Holy Spirit.  The gutter represents our hearts and minds.  The water which flows out the downspout is a picture of our words, deeds, attitude, and lifestyle.  The leaves and sediment are pollutants, sins which prevent the clean, unimpeded flow of the Holy Spirit through our lives.  Partial repentance hinders practical cleansing because the rotten leaves and sediment remains packed tight.  The lesson God showed me is it is not enough to deal with the symptoms of sin when we have not repented of the underlying sins in our hearts and minds.  Today can be the day of salvation and revival for us, but if we do not repent and have a complete clean our downpipe will remain a muddy trickle instead of a clean torrent of Living Water.

Psalm 24:3-5 reads, "Who may ascend into the hill of the LORD? Or who may stand in His holy place? ⁴ He who has clean hands and a pure heart, who has not lifted up his soul to an idol, nor sworn deceitfully. ⁵ He shall receive blessing from the LORD, and righteousness from the God of his salvation."  The Holy Spirit floods our hearts when we are born again after we repent and trust in Jesus.  Because the leaves continue to fall we need to take the maintenance of our hearts and minds seriously.  The flow of the Spirit will show us where our hearts are out of alignment with God's Word and will.  Only those who have clean hands and a pure heart will receive all the blessings God has provided by His grace.  Those who have been washed with the blood of the Lamb should have sanctified lives which reflect His purity.  I have heard people say we need to "keep short accounts with God," and in a sense this means "Keep your gutters clean!"

Humbling The Proud

Only God can change the hearts of people, but that doesn't stop people from trying.  Some feel it is their hilarious duty to fire verbal barbs at others and after potentially embarrassing or wounding their target they say with a smile, "I was only joking!' or "Just keeping you humble!"  I have learned there are only two who are capable to humble me:  God and myself.  The scriptures say that God casts down the proud and gives grace to the humble.  It also says to believers, "Humble yourselves in the sight of the LORD, and He shall lift you up." (James 4:10; 1 Peter 5:5-7)  For any who take it upon yourself the task of keeping others humble, good luck.  All the luck in the world will do you no good.  You will discover your most vigilant efforts are futile and in doing so you trespass on God's sovereign territory.

The other night I finished reading the book of Job.  It was something God said towards the end of the book which made me consider again the idea of humbling others.  In God's address to Job, He bombarded him with questions he could not answer.  He also challenged him to do things which are impossible for men.  He said in Job 40:11-14, "Disperse the rage of your wrath; look on everyone who is proud, and humble him. ¹² Look on everyone who is proud, and bring him low; tread down the wicked in their place. ¹³ Hide them in the dust together, bind their faces in hidden darkness. ¹⁴ Then I will also confess to you that your own right hand can save you."  Did you catch that?  God said, "Job, if you are able to humble the proud, you are able to save yourself."  Obviously Job was unable to save himself from his horrendous circumstances because there he sat in pain:  crying out to God in agony, scraping his diseased skin with a potsherd, lamenting the loss of his children, and arguing with his so-called friends.  Job knew without the favour of God he was doomed forever, and that is why he offered sacrifices not only for himself but for his children too.  God's words make it crystal clear:  the one who is able to humble the proud is also able to save himself.

Speaking for myself, I (like Job!) cannot save myself from sin, death, or hell.  Based on God's Word since I cannot save myself I obviously cannot humble the proud.  No amount of public humiliation or snide comments directed at me or towards others can accomplish this.  All human beings face the challenge of dealing with self:  selfishness, preoccupation with self, self-pity, and self-exaltation.  Only by being born again through faith in Jesus can we truly have victory over self and live in the way which pleases God.  If I can't save myself, I shouldn't take it upon myself to humble others.  I am called to humble myself, and with God's help I can.

Be Doing Good

The last time I visited Israel our guide said much that stayed with me.  One comment in particular stuck out about the differences between the religion of Judaism and Christianity.  He was a secular Israeli and made an observation I never considered before.  "Judaism is not a missionary religion like Christianity," he said.  "Christians want everyone to believe in Jesus, but the Orthodox Jews are not interested to have people join them.  They try to make following their religion as difficult as possible.  They don't want you."  While I can't say for certain he was correct concerning Orthodox Jews, he was accurate in his assessment of Christians.  Jesus has called us to be His witnesses and to go throughout the world, making disciples of all nations.  We, like our heavenly Father, desire all would repent and come to knowledge of the truth.

Our zeal to share the Gospel of Jesus Christ is often tempered with not knowing what to say.  One can never know how people will respond to the truth of scripture because of their background, perspective, or bias.  We would love to discover a "silver bullet" statement or point which can shoot unbelief dead at once.  But there is no silver bullet.  Salvation of souls is not through facts alone, techniques, a formula, or winning a debate.  The only way a mind that is already made up can be reached is through the power of the Holy Spirit, the truth of God's Word, and God's love in the life of a Christian.  If a picture is worth a thousand words, than love is worth a thousand pictures.  Love is active to do good for others, even when it is a costly sacrifice.  Facts might engage willing minds, but love touches the soul.

Our words are important, but it does not benefit to engage in useless debates with minds opposed to God.  Peter in his epistle pointed out the way to make a far greater impact by doing, not just speaking.  Peter 2:15-16 reads, "For this is the will of God, that by doing good you may put to silence the ignorance of foolish men-- ¹⁶ as free, yet not using liberty as a cloak for vice, but as bondservants of God."  Good doctrine must be accompanied by good deeds.  People have a lot of negative things to say about hypocritical or judgmental Christians, and rightly so.  But when the lives of Christians are above reproach and do good it silences criticism.  Men are left to ponder the reality of Jesus Christ in the life of a Christian, something clearly supernatural and not of this world.  Instead of engaging sceptics through arguments, it is God's will that by doing good they would be silenced.  And then they might even want to listen!