One might think after Cain was called out for the murder of his brother Abel, he would admit he was guilty. Not so! When God asked Cain where Abel was he replied, "I don't know. Am I my brother's keeper?" His lying response had an accusatory tone, as if God was inquiring about a situation that was none of His business. After God revealed He knew all about Abel's murder, instead of expressing repentance or sorrow he blamed God for chastening him: "My punishment is greater than I can bear! You have driven me out this day from the face of the earth!" ( quotes from Gen. 4:8-14) Now lying and murder were not explicit commands Cain broke, and thus he did not transgress a law--but sin that lay at the door overpowered Cain, and he rebelled against God in pride.
Would you believe Christians can be guilty of the proud, rebellious attitude we see on display in Cain? Though Cain sinned, he was preoccupied with himself and how badly he was being treated. This is rich, coming from a fellow who just killed his brother in cold blood! Cain painted God as the villain in his story when Cain's refusal to fear God and humble himself led to his pains as the consequence of his foolish choices, even after God warned him. We can feel sorry for ourselves with a "Woe is me!" hopeless attitude without the second part of Isaiah's statement, "I am undone, because I am a man of unclean lips..." Isaiah owned his sin and the sins of his people, citing his unworthiness to see or speak with God in humility. In Cain we see no contrition whatsoever: he only felt bad about himself and lamented the curse sin brought upon him. Cain was angry to be driven out from the presence of the LORD, yet the reality was he had spiritually checked out long before then. What should have been a reality check to prompt repentance, Cain used as an excuse to spitefully blame God and go his own way.
When we are convicted or made aware of our sins before God, rather than trying to deflect blame on anyone else (including God) or feel sorry for ourselves, let us confess and repent of our sin daily in humility. Just because we have fallen short of God's glory makes Him no less glorious and powerful to save. Imagine our failure to do right being a wedge that hinders us from submission to the holy, righteous God Who is our life! Hebrews 3:12-13 says, "Beware, brethren, lest there be in any of you an evil heart of
unbelief in departing from the living God; 13 but exhort one another daily, while it is called "Today,"
lest any of you be hardened through the deceitfulness of sin." Sin is so deceitful we can come to a place of blaming and condemning God for sin we chose over Him and the consequences of sin in our lives. God allows us to fail and fall into sin so we would realise how much we have yet to rely on Him fully. He helps us begin to see the ugly, sinful truth about ourselves when we imagined we could overcome sin by the effort of our flesh when only God can do that. Do not allow the ugliness of your sin rob God of His beauty and worthiness to be praised, trusted and obeyed.