Deserving Forgiveness?

News shook the National Football League last week when the star running back Kareem Hunt was unexpectedly suspended by the league and released by his team for alleged instances of assault.  Shortly after his release Kareem sat down for an interview with ESPN and was quoted in a CNN article: "I'm asking for forgiveness and I definitely believe I deserve forgiveness," Hunt told ESPN. "Everything is really happening fast right now, and I just want everybody to forgive me."  His perspective has me thinking about the nature of forgiveness.

It is common for people to feel sorry when they have done wrong, and especially when the are "in trouble" because of it.  In Kareem Hunt's case being in trouble means losing employment, money, sponsorship, and endangers his future career.  I am sure there are many NFL teams after the investigation concludes that would entertain the opportunity to offer Hunt a second chance because he is a young superstar.  But the question comes to mind:  does he deserve forgiveness?  Is forgiveness something which can be earned or deserved?

It is evident the world has a different view of forgiveness than perspective provided by the Bible.  God is righteous and all people are sinners unworthy of forgiveness, regardless how sorry we feel.  Forgiveness from God - the full pardon of our offence and release of all guilt - cannot be earned by apologising, trying to do good, or pledging to do better.  We are all guilty of sin and it is only by the grace of God we can be forgiven of all sin through repentance and faith in Jesus.  Forgiveness is a gift we receive from God, not something we deserve.

Having been forgiven by God, all followers of Jesus have the duty of forgiving others as we have been forgiven.  We do not forgive those who have wronged us because they have changed their ways, proved their loyalty, or apologised sincerely, but because God has freely and graciously forgiven us.  We can all fall into the trap of thinking those who have offended us need to earn forgiveness, but it is to be freely given even as we have freely received it from God - without bitterness, resentment, or thinking the worst.  Forgiveness is an act of faith in obedience to God because we trust Him, not because we believe others will never repeat their mistakes.  If we make forgiveness something others must earn (or we are entitled to by our efforts) we make the grace and goodness of God of no effect.

The Good Teacher

The concept of being able to do something to obtain our desire is attractive to us.  People are willing to make sacrifices, beg, borrow, or steal to achieve their goals.  This is true regarding the attempts of people to gain favour in the eyes of men or God.  A lot of what passes for piety or devotion is not motivated by love for God or faith in Him but what we hope to gain for ourselves.  It is sobering how much selfishness can move us to sacrifice much.

Jesus was approached by a rich young ruler who wanted to inherit eternal life.  Mark 10:17-19 says, "Now as He was going out on the road, one came running, knelt before Him, and asked Him, "Good Teacher, what shall I do that I may inherit eternal life?" ¹⁸ So Jesus said to him, "Why do you call Me good? No one is good but One, that is, God. ¹⁹ You know the commandments: 'Do not commit adultery,' 'Do not murder,' 'Do not steal,' 'Do not bear false witness,' 'Do not defraud,' 'Honor your father and your mother.' "  Jesus answered the man's question of how to inherit eternal life by asking a question of His own.  Psalm 14 and 53 said there is none who does good, not one.  Jesus pointed out He could only be truly good if He was God, and the man he addressed was a self-righteous one.  Because it seems the man did not consider Jesus God, so He pointed to the Law of Moses.

Mark 10:20-22 reads, "And he answered and said to Him, "Teacher, all these things I have kept from my youth." ²¹ Then Jesus, looking at him, loved him, and said to him, "One thing you lack: Go your way, sell whatever you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, take up the cross, and follow Me." ²² But he was sad at this word, and went away sorrowful, for he had great possessions."  The man was willing to drop the "good" from his address to Jesus - indicating lack of faith in Him as God.  He said, "I have done all those things."  Jesus didn't argue with the man, and the fact he was asking Jesus this question showed he lacked assurance of salvation, for righteousness cannot come through the Law.

God spoke to Abraham and told Him to leave his homeland and family and go where God told him.  Abraham believed God, and it was accounted to him as righteousness.  Abraham believed God and his faith was demonstrated by obedience.  Jesus commanded the man to do something beyond the rigorous demands of Mosaic Law.  This rich young ruler was unwilling to do the one thing Jesus told him because he did not believe in Him.  Because he was rich, it seemed he had much to lose.  He did not believe, and therefore did not obey.  Perhaps he was unwilling because he could not see how giving his stuff could generate eternal wealth.  The invitation Jesus gave to follow was too great a sacrifice because he did not believe Jesus could deliver.

What a hindrance unbelief is to the abundant and eternal life God invites us to enter into by faith!  Praise the LORD He is faithful, for Jesus Christ is the Way, the Truth, and the Life.  IF Jesus is a good teacher, than He is God and worthy of our faith.  And if we believe Him we should obey Him, even if His answer means it will cost us.

Receiving All Jesus Paid For

For years I have had my eye on a Weber smoker, and this week I finally bought one.  One of the big selling points for me is Weber quality and customer service.  The first grill I bought after arriving in Australia was cheaply made (though not cheap in price), and rusted quickly as it was clearly unsuited for the humidity.  The quality components and strong warranty Weber actually honours is a big selling point.  It's true in this case:  a buyer gets what he pays for.

When you pay full price, it makes sense to expect to receive all the products and benefits promised.  As I have been studying the book of Galatians I am struck with the high price Jesus paid for salvation by giving Himself, and how far short we can fall from realising the indescribable benefits He has provided.  Through the Gospel Jesus has redeemed sinners from the curse of the Law and provided the blessing of Abraham, the "promise of the Holy Spirit through faith." (Gal. 3:10-14)  For the Galatians and many believers through the years it is like Jesus paid full price for the smoker, fuel, meat, thermometer, and cookbook, but all they took from this divine transaction was the owner's manual - a framework of belief, some "dos and don'ts."  They have mailed in the form to register their product of salvation, so to speak, but the grace of God hasn't been experienced.

How liberating is the grace of God, that salvation and justification are received by faith in Jesus alone.  I don't know it is possible for humans who cannot know the depth of their own wretchedness to understand and appreciate fully the kindness God has shown us by His grace.  We receive the Holy Spirit by the hearing of faith, and then we are called to abide in Christ as we walk in faith led by the Spirit.  The wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus.  Since God has delivered us from the ultimate results of the curse of the Law which is eternal death and separation from God in hell, Jesus has also redeemed us from every curse of the Law.  The next time you read a curse under the Law, you can know with all confidence the blood of the Son of God Jesus Christ has redeemed you from it.  Praise God for His salvation by grace through faith, and let us walk in the righteous freedom Christ gave Himself to provide!

Tragedy and Truth

God can use tragedy to bring realisation of truth because He is a Redeemer.  Circumstances we immediately judge as negative, pointless, and unnecessary God employs in His sovereign plans for good.  A situation in the life of Elijah presents an example.

The background is Elijah was a prophet of the God of Israel, yet king Ahab and many Israelites worshipped Baal:  the god of fertility, weather, rain, wind, lightning, war, and seasons.  Elijah prayed it would not rain, and through the ensuing drought and famine which lasted over three years it was evident Baal was powerless to bring the necessary rain.  God directed the prophet Elijah to live with a poor widow woman and her young son, and God miraculously provided for their needs.

Over the course of time the little boy became ill and died.  The heartbroken woman was distraught and 1 Kings 17:18 reads, "So she said to Elijah, "What have I to do with you, O man of God? Have you come to me to bring my sin to remembrance, and to kill my son?"  In her grief the woman felt judged by God because of the unthinkable tragedy of losing a child to illness.  Perhaps she felt extending hospitality to a man of God ought to bring blessings, and the death of her only son seemed a curse.  Elijah took the body of the deceased child and placed him on his own bed.

1 Kings 17:20-22 says, "Then he cried out to the LORD and said, "O LORD my God, have You also brought tragedy on the widow with whom I lodge, by killing her son?" ²¹ And he stretched himself out on the child three times, and cried out to the LORD and said, "O LORD my God, I pray, let this child's soul come back to him." ²² Then the LORD heard the voice of Elijah; and the soul of the child came back to him, and he revived."  James says the fervent prayers of the righteous avail much, and Elijah cried out to God.  The woman who kindly received Elijah lost her son to sickness, and for some reason God allowed it as the giver of life.  In his praying Elijah did not tell God reasons why He ought to answer, but cried out to the LORD for the boy to live again.  God heard the prayers of Elijah and the child miraculously revived.

The ways of God are higher than we can comprehend, yet one purpose behind God's revival of the child is found in the mother's response in 1 Kings 17:23-24:  "And Elijah took the child and brought him down from the upper room into the house, and gave him to his mother. And Elijah said, "See, your son lives!" ²⁴ Then the woman said to Elijah, "Now by this I know that you are a man of God, and that the word of the LORD in your mouth is the truth."  The widow called Elijah a "man of God" likely sarcastically in derision before, but after the revival of her child she acknowledged the power of God, Elijah was God's prophet, and the word of the LORD spoken through him was truth.  As in the life of Jesus and His followers, the miraculous confirmed the truth of what they spoke.

When Elijah first met this woman, she was resigned to starvation because she only had a little flour and oil left.  Though she daily witnessed the provision of God by causing the meal and oil to last days, weeks, months, even years, she did not believe the word of the LORD spoken by Elijah.  It seems it was only after her son died, her heart was crushed, and he was graciously revived that her perspective changed.  It took tragedy to make way for truth.  This passage had a happy ending:  not that the boy was raised from the dead (as awesome that it is), but the woman came to realise God is the LORD and His Word was true.  May tragedy cause us to seek and trust God more, not run from Him in denial.

Celebrate God's Grace

Every day is a fitting time to celebrate the grace of God.  Appreciation of God's grace springs from the acknowledgement we are undeserving of any good thing.  If there is a moment circumstances fill us with the feeling "Life is good," it is only good because God is good and gracious.  When we feel like is a drag and a bummer, it is evident we have ceased looking to God and are either focused on ourselves or problems - something other than God.  In Jesus alone is abundant, eternal life, and He offers it freely to all who trust in Him.

The grace of God stands in contrast to all who clamour for rights, equality, and social justice.  Our very existence on this planet is by the grace of God alone.  These humanistic approaches claim all people are entitled to an arbitrary standard of living based upon what others have, not because of who they are:  people created and loved by God for Him.  The reach of human rights and justice is limited, but grace goes beyond what is required out of love.  Man's problem is seeking to make ourselves equal or superior to God, and when we do so we selfishly rob ourselves of countless blessings, peace with God, contentment, and divine provision to help others.  The reality of God far surpasses human idealism or legislation.

How gracious and good God is to provide eternal life when we deserve death because of sin.  We have all rebelled against God in our wickedness, but He has drawn near to us by grace.  1 John 5:11-13 says, "And this is the testimony: that God has given us eternal life, and this life is in His Son. ¹² He who has the Son has life; he who does not have the Son of God does not have life. ¹³ These things I have written to you who believe in the name of the Son of God, that you may know that you have eternal life, and that you may continue to believe in the name of the Son of God."  What peace and joy we are given by God's grace, to have absolute security and certainty of an eternal, glorious future with Jesus.  He has provided everlasting life as a free gift paid for by an immense cost, for Jesus laid down His life on the cross for sinners.

The God who preserves our souls eternally will not forsake us during our lives on earth, knowing what we need to live.  David wrote in Psalm 37:25, "I have been young, and now am old; yet I have not seen the righteous forsaken, nor his descendants begging bread."  If God provides food for the birds of heaven, won't He supply the food we need by His grace?  He will not forsake us, and the infinite grace He extends towards us provides cause to trust and praise Him.  Psalm 37:1-5 tells us, "Do not fret because of evildoers, nor be envious of the workers of iniquity. ² For they shall soon be cut down like the grass, and wither as the green herb. ³ Trust in the LORD, and do good; dwell in the land, and feed on His faithfulness. ⁴ Delight yourself also in the LORD, and He shall give you the desires of your heart. ⁵ Commit your way to the LORD, trust also in Him, and He shall bring it to pass."

God is faithful and gracious, and as we delight ourselves in Him all our needs will be supplied.  He's sustained you many years to be able to read this, right?  Won't He continue to guide us and supply all our needs in a world where our only future certainty is our demise?

Christ In Me

We are studying through the book of Galatians at Calvary Chapel Sydney on Sunday mornings and it has been a privilege and blessing to put the talks together.  The letter was written by Paul to stand against legalism and emphasised how righteousness and salvation come by faith in Jesus Christ alone.  The Law never promised righteousness, but exposed the need of sinners to be forgiven.  The Law was like a schoolmaster who led us by the hand to our Saviour who could forgive and redeem us, Jesus Christ.

A portion of the book which has impacted me immensely is found in chapter 2.  Paul wrote in Galatians 2:20:  "I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me."  Paul, through the substitutionary death of Jesus Christ on Calvary, was through the Law dead to the Law.  The risen and glorified Messiah Jesus now lived in Paul's life by faith in Him.  God is not just for us or with us:  He lives in us.  How awesome is this?

In preparing for the message I remembered The Saving Life of Christ written by Major W. Ian Thomas.  He wrote, "If you will but trust Christ, not only for the death He died in order to redeem you, but also in the life that He lives and waits to live through you, the very next step you take will be a step taken in the very energy and power of God Himself...You will have become totally dependent upon the life of Christ within you, and never before will you have been so independent, so emancipated from the pressure of your circumstances, so released at last from that self-distrust which has made you at one moment an arrogant, loud-mouthed braggart, and the next moment the victim of your own self-pity - and, either way, always in bondage to the fear of other men's opinions." (Thomas, W. Ian. The Saving Life of Christ. Zondervan, 1994. pages 15-16)

What a worthy reminder!  It is one thing to acknowledge God became flesh in the person of Jesus Christ and died on the cross and rose again, but a necessary step to believe He lives in us and waits to live through us.  No more can we pride ourselves on our maturity or growth, for it is Christ in us.  All mercy, self-control, love, and boldness for the sake of God's glory is evidence of Christ in us.  We refer to fellow Christians as being faithful or solid, but that is actually Christ in them.  As it is written in 2 Corinthians 4:6-7, "For it is the God who commanded light to shine out of darkness, who has shone in our hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ. ⁷ But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellence of the power may be of God and not of us."  Praise the LORD Jesus lives in us, and may we choose to surrender ourselves before God believing Him so His excellency might shine forth.

Thanksgiving Forever

It is eternally appropriate to give thanks to our great God.  In every season and at all times He is merciful, gracious, and compassionate.  Even circumstances intended by our enemies for evil He can redeem for good.  Every day is a fitting day of thanksgiving unto our God from whom all good things come from.  Whether we are among family or even feel isolated from friends, we can rest in the presence of Jesus who calls us friend.

Psalm 103:8-12 says, "The LORD is merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and abounding in mercy. ⁹ He will not always strive with us, nor will He keep His anger forever. ¹⁰ He has not dealt with us according to our sins, nor punished us according to our iniquities. ¹¹ For as the heavens are high above the earth, so great is His mercy toward those who fear Him; ¹² As far as the east is from the west, so far has He removed our transgressions from us."  We are all guilty of sin, but God has not dealt with us as condemned criminals awaiting eternal justice.  He has made a way for our crimes against Him to be expunged, to be released from our bonds, and deemed righteous by the Gospel of grace.

How wonderful it is to know as the heaven is high above the earth, so great is God's mercy to those who fear Him.  Though man possesses powerful telescopes and orbiting satellites scan into the far reaches of space, no end can be seen.  It goes on forever, and so is the mercy of God for us.  As far as the east is from the west, God has removed our sins from us.  I believe David the psalmist did not say "as far as the north is from the south" because there would be a definite and measurable end at the earth's poles.  Walk, drive, boat, or fly far enough, and you could find evidence of your damning guilt and transgression.  But David said God removes our transgressions from us "as far as the east is from the west."  Travel east or west as long as you like on earth, but you will never reach the end.

Thanks be to God who only does glorious things, is merciful, slow to anger, and abundant in mercy.  Praise the LORD for removing our sins from us, never to be reckoned or remembered again!  Let us always remember the goodness of our Saviour and thank Him, for He is worthy of all praise and honour forever.

God's Work is Good

It is encouraging to be part of the living, dynamic Body of Christ.  Jesus Christ is the Head of this Body composed of many members with different roles, gifts, and callings.  Jesus went to the lost sheep of Israel, and Paul was chosen as an apostle to the Gentiles.  Jesus worked to advance the kingdom of God, and He continues to do this through His people today.  It is amazing how God uses our own backgrounds and experiences to burden us for particular groups of people.

Harold Morris was falsely accused of a double-murder and spent over a decade in prison.  Upon his miraculous release one might think Harold would never step foot inside a prison again, but ministering to prisoners became a focal point of his life's work.  All Christians are born again and filled with the Spirit, but there is no question Harold's experiences opened his eyes to needs others are ignorant of.  Being imprisoned gave him insights into how convicts think and feel, and provided common ground and credibility as an equal which enabled him to be an effective witness for Christ.

Pastor Bill Wilson is a man who knew from personal experience how it felt to be homeless, abandoned, and alone as a child.  His experiences paved the way to a outreach ministry among children and youth who were in the grip of unthinkable poverty, violence, and the lure of gangs.  At the same time, God is not limited by our experiences or history.  The late pastor Chuck Smith was used by God to make inroads with the Gospel during the counter-culture hippie movement in the '60's.  He wore a suit and a tie and perhaps never smoked a cigarette or went to a dance in his life, but aptly ministered to barefoot hippies who reeked of alcohol and marijuana at church.  God calls and equips us to do His will, and His ways are higher than ours.  In our weakness and inability His sufficiency is evident.

It may seem cliche, but my heart yearns to aid and support churched people to faithfully persevere in following Jesus.  I have been a regular churchgoer since I was a child, and over those years I have seen countless youth and adults forsake fellowship as they plunged into all manner of sin.  How tragic to have heard Gospel truth, to experience the love of God, but for hearts to fall short of steadfast faith in Jesus!  I have seen professing Christians battle addictions, fall prey to lust, turn their backs on God, tear apart their marriages, and be estranged from their grown children.  I have known pastors who were caught up in drugs, depression, and even commited suicide.  Kids I went to Sunday school with as adults were incarcerated, one was shot dead by police, and others lived in sin:  their decisions funnelled into the downward cycle Jesus saved their parents from.  About 85% of the kids in my youth group where I served for many years left the church upon graduation.  My heart is for the 85% who left and the 15% who stayed:  for pastors, ministry leaders, parishioners, their little ones and families.

I believe the people who attend church and profess Christ are as much at risk of spiritual pride or apostasy than a homeless kid on the streets to be hooked on drugs and alcohol.  Praise the LORD He is able to save our souls for eternity but also protects and delivers us from all evil now.  Satan would sneer at the disillusioned wounded, fallen, and apostate saying, "See?  What kind of Messiah is Jesus to have followers such as these?"  There is no denying genuine Christians fall far short of God's glory, but there is no accusation Satan can rightly bring against God nor His elect.  There is no rebuttal against the resurrection power of Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit who regenerates people dead in sins and transforms them by His grace.  Just one transformed life by faith in Jesus is a miracle which stops men's mouths and brings them to marvel:  the changed heart we observe is the work of God.  God is working, and ours is a faith that works.  Wherever He has you and whatever you put your hand to do, do it with all your might as unto Him.

The LORD Your God

As a family we have been reading through the book of Leviticus, and I was struck by the repetition of God saying, "I am the LORD" to punctuate His righteous commands.  God did not repeat this phrase because He was forgetful or enjoyed pumping Himself up.  The Law is righteous, a reflection of God's holiness which undergirds His statutes.  Because God is the LORD, the almighty, self-existent One, it was fear of God and faith in Him which urged people to walk in obedience before Him.  Here is a passage as an example in Leviticus 19:1-18:

"And the LORD spoke to Moses, saying, ² "Speak to all the congregation of the children of Israel, and say to them: 'You shall be holy, for I the LORD your God am holy. ³ 'Every one of you shall revere his mother and his father, and keep My Sabbaths: I am the LORD your God. ⁴ 'Do not turn to idols, nor make for yourselves moulded gods: I am the LORD your God. ⁵ 'And if you offer a sacrifice of a peace offering to the LORD, you shall offer it of your own free will. ⁶ It shall be eaten the same day you offer it, and on the next day. And if any remains until the third day, it shall be burned in the fire. ⁷ And if it is eaten at all on the third day, it is an abomination. It shall not be accepted. ⁸ Therefore everyone who eats it shall bear his iniquity, because he has profaned the hallowed offering of the LORD; and that person shall be cut off from his people. ⁹ 'When you reap the harvest of your land, you shall not wholly reap the corners of your field, nor shall you gather the gleanings of your harvest. ¹⁰ And you shall not glean your vineyard, nor shall you gather every grape of your vineyard; you shall leave them for the poor and the stranger: I am the LORD your God. ¹¹ 'You shall not steal, nor deal falsely, nor lie to one another. ¹² And you shall not swear by My name falsely, nor shall you profane the name of your God: I am the LORD. ¹³ 'You shall not cheat your neighbour, nor rob him. The wages of him who is hired shall not remain with you all night until morning. ¹⁴ You shall not curse the deaf, nor put a stumbling block before the blind, but shall fear your God: I am the LORD. ¹⁵ 'You shall do no injustice in judgment. You shall not be partial to the poor, nor honour the person of the mighty. In righteousness you shall judge your neighbour. ¹⁶ You shall not go about as a talebearer among your people; nor shall you take a stand against the life of your neighbour: I am the LORD. ¹⁷ 'You shall not hate your brother in your heart. You shall surely rebuke your neighbour, and not bear sin because of him. ¹⁸ You shall not take vengeance, nor bear any grudge against the children of your people, but you shall love your neighbour as yourself: I am the LORD."

Typically when phrases are repeated they lose impact, however in this case the opposite is true.  The repetition of "I am the LORD your God" or "I am the LORD" points back to God's character, wisdom, knowledge, and sovereignty as the reason to obey.  For instance, in verse 3 God directed children to honour their mother, father, and keep His Sabbaths and concluded with, "I am the LORD your God."  God had provided each child with a mother and father.  Men were not created for the Sabbath, but the Sabbath rest for man.  God met the needs of children to be nurtured, trained, and provided for, and even set apart a day for them to rest from their labour.  Knowing God supplied our every need should compel us to be thankful, obedient, and trust Him.

In verse 14 God told His people to not curse the deaf or place a stumbling block in front of the blind "...but shall fear your God:  I am the LORD."  The deaf could not hear the curses hurled at them, nor could the blind see the obstacle placed before them - but the God who hears all and sees all perceived the wickedness of His people.  The God who formed the ear can hear Himself, and He who designed the eye can see all things with immaculate clarity.  It was a gracious reminder given to people who can hear but do not always heed, and can see with their eyes yet can be senseless to the feelings of others.  The fear of God keeps us from evil, and knowledge of the LORD our God's ability to hear, see, speak, and do mightily aids us to walk uprightly.

As an exercise, I encourage you to read through the portion from Leviticus once more, taking special note of every time God said, "I am the LORD."  Consider in light of His commands why He would remind them of His divine sovereignty and character each time.  Meditating on this will open your understanding of how great and awesome our God is, and how He is worthy to be praised and feared above all.  Often our reasons for seeking to do good or avoid evil is limited to the benefit of others or keep ourselves from trouble, but how good it is when we do the right thing for the right reason:  because God is our LORD!