Forgiveness For All

As I read through Luke 5 today and jotted down notes for this week's Discipleship Course at Calvary Chapel Sydney, I was blessed with many gems.  Priceless truth can be gleaned when we spend a little time carefully reading God's Word.  A single word has great power to shed light to our understanding, dispelling incorrect assumptions.

Take Luke 5:17, for instance.  It reads, "Now it happened on a certain day, as He was teaching, that there were Pharisees and teachers of the law sitting by, who had come out of every town of Galilee, Judea, and Jerusalem. And the power of the Lord was present to heal them."  As Jesus taught, Luke focused on the Pharisees and teachers of the law sitting by.  These men were eminent scholars, famous teachers themselves.  The following sentence should be a surprise to all - especially to those learned men - the power of the LORD was present to heal them.  Now these were likely able-bodied men, some having traveled great distances to hear Jesus.  They would have been offended to think they of all people needed anything from Jesus.  They were the masters, and here was this young man without any formal training who spoke gracious words with authority.

Little did they know an object lesson would be presented before them.  The power of the LORD was present to heal them, and during Christ's discourse suddenly dust and debris fell from the ceiling.  Shafts of light passed through swirling dust as the roof was uncovered and a paralysed man was lowered down.  Luke 5:18-19 says, "Then behold, men brought on a bed a man who was paralyzed, whom they sought to bring in and lay before Him. ¹⁹ And when they could not find how they might bring him in, because of the crowd, they went up on the housetop and let him down with his bed through the tiling into the midst before Jesus."  It was obvious the paralysed man was in need of physical healing, and a careful reading shows Jesus had the power and will not only to heal bodies but forgive lost sinners.  I expect the masters were annoyed to be thus intruded upon and all eyes were fastened upon the young Teacher who exuded infinite wisdom beyond His years.  Those judgmental Pharisees and self-righteous rulers of the Jews unknowingly saw themselves spiritually sprawled upon that dirty cot, for they saw themselves as blameless as they penned scathing critiques concerning the supposed blasphemous statements of Jesus.

Jesus said, "Man, your sins are forgiven."  Jesus healed the man before them all to show He indeed had power over sin, for it is sin which brought disease, sin, and death into the world.  There was a healing beyond the physical which was needed in every person in that room.  Jesus healed him, but there was power to heal and save them.  Later in the chapter Jesus was criticised for eating with sinners to whom He replied in Luke 5:31-32, "Those who are well have no need of a physician, but those who are sick. ³² I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners, to repentance."  Only the power of the LORD can cleanse a man from sin, and the only means to receive this healing is through faith in Jesus Christ.  In sin we are all as that paralysed man, and Jesus looks upon us with compassion and grace.  Many think themselves in no need of a physician who are dying, and only those who see their need will seek healing.  Praise God Jesus has come, and through Him the power of God is present to save all!

Your True Identity

Your perceived identity can shape your destiny.  Our identity is often founded on temporary, transitory things like the opinions of others, our history, personal appearance, friends, and activities.  It is important as Christians we not hold to an identity based on the opinions of others or even ourselves.  If we will become all God desires we be, it is critical we see ourselves through His perspective.  Instead of fostering pride, walking according to our new identity in Christ is humbling and satisfying.

An angel came unexpectedly to Mary and said, "You are highly favoured among women, and the LORD is with you:  blessed are you among women."  The next verse reveals that Mary did not see herself this way.  Luke 1:29 says, "But when she saw him, she was troubled at his saying, and considered what manner of greeting this was."  She didn't say, "I knew it!  Finally someone else realises what I have known all along!"  She found the statement of the angel troubling even though it was the truth.  We can do the same.

Gideon was threshing wheat in a winepress when the Angel of the LORD came to him and announced, "The LORD is with you, you mighty man of valour."  Gideon's perspective was quite the opposite and he questioned the veracity of the claim of the divine messenger.  Judges 6:13 says, "Gideon said to Him, "O my lord, if the LORD is with us, why then has all this happened to us? And where are all His miracles which our fathers told us about, saying, 'Did not the LORD bring us up from Egypt?' But now the LORD has forsaken us and delivered us into the hands of the Midianites."  Needless to say, Gideon struggled and even resisted to agree with God's assessment of him and His plans concerning him..

Perhaps one of the most classic instances of people holding onto their own identity despite being at odds with God's assessment is Moses.  The Living God said to Moses in Exodus 3:10, "Come now, therefore, and I will send you to Pharaoh that you may bring My people, the children of Israel, out of Egypt."  For decades God had been preparing Moses to deliver His people from bondage in Egypt, yet Moses initially refused to budge.  He was the very man God planned to use to save the children of Israel, but Moses could not see it.  Exodus 3:11 says, "But Moses said to God, "Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh, and that I should bring the children of Israel out of Egypt?"  God promised to be with Moses, but at that moment even that wasn't enough for Moses.

As Christians, our identity ought to be found in the person of Jesus Christ.  He demonstrated God's love for us through His death on the cross, and He rose from the dead in miraculous power.  The same Holy Spirit which came upon Him has filled all believers, and this should radically change the way we see ourselves.  It would be a grave error to distort this into a self-exalting or self-empowering theme.  In themselves Mary, Gideon, and Moses were unable to accomplish what God desired to do through them.  Each of these saints ultimately believed God's Word and walked in obedience to Him, and God brought deliverance and salvation through them.  When our eyes are fixed on Jesus and not on ourselves, then we can begin to live according to God's view of us.  God has great plans, and you can be part of them if you will trust and believe Him.

Matching Wine and Wineskins

People say it is what a person is on the inside which counts, and this is true.  This inner focus is likely pushing back against our human tendency to measure ourselves by externals.  We can obsess superficial and transitory aspects like the appearance of our body - the size of our nose or be self-conscious about a mole - more than the character of our hearts.  Jesus taught the words and deeds of a person is an extension of the inner reality:  out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks (Matt. 12:34).  We can conclude therefore both the heart and conduct of a person is important.  Man looks at outer appearance, but God looks at the heart.  If the heart of a man is right before God, he should take intentional steps to see his conduct and words reflect that reality.

Jesus told a parable in Mark 2:21-22:  "No one sews a piece of unshrunk cloth on an old garment; or else the new piece pulls away from the old, and the tear is made worse. ²² And no one puts new wine into old wineskins; or else the new wine bursts the wineskins, the wine is spilled, and the wineskins are ruined. But new wine must be put into new wineskins."  New fabric shrinks, and new wine expands because of the fermentation process.  One point Jesus is making here is how there should be an agreement between the torn fabric and the fabric used to make the patch; there must be agreement between the new wine coupled with new wineskins.  If new wine is placed into an old wineskin the production of carbon dioxide will cause the brittle wineskin to rupture and all the wine will leak out.  New wine requires a new wineskin.

When a Christian is born again through repentance and faith in Jesus Christ, we are made new on the inside.  But we continue to live in a body of flesh saddled with a mind indoctrinated by the world and sinful habits.  A personal application for all to consider is a person who is born again must choose to live life in a new way according to God's Word.  A new spirit requires a new way of thinking, a new way of living.  Focusing on modifying behaviour without inner transformation is like buying a new wineskin for wine that has turned to vinegar.  Transformation within and holding onto the old life is untenable, like new wine in an old wineskin.  The old wineskin will burst and the wine will be wasted.  Like in the Parable where the seed fell on thin or thorny ground which sprang up yet remained without fruit, so it is for the professing Christian who is ensnared in worldly living.  Since God has changed us on the inside, we must be willing to continue changing on the outside too.

When a professing believer finds Christianity boring, reading the Word fruitless, and fellowship with believers tiresome, it may be that person has not been transformed within by the presence of the Holy Spirit.  He has laboured to appear as a new wineskin, but his original vinegar flavour has never changed inside.  Listen to what G.K. Chesterton says about the natural man and his appetites:

There comes an hour in the afternoon when the child is tired of 'pretending'; when he is weary of being a robber or a Red Indian.  It is then that he torments the cat.  There comes a time in the routine of an ordered civilization when the man is tired of playing at mythology and pretending that a tree is a maiden or that the moon made love to a man.  The effect of this staleness is the same everywhere; it is seen in all drug-taking and dram-drinking and every form of the tendency to increase the dose.  Men seek stranger sins or more startling obscenities as stimulants to their jaded sense.  They seek after made oriental religions for the same reason.  They try to stab their nerves to life, if it were with the knives of the priests of Baal.  They are walking in their sleep and try to wake themselves up with nightmares. (Chesterton, G. K. The Everlasting Man. San Francisco: Ignatius, 2008. Print. page 159)

People who become bored with Christianity and church resemble the pretender G.K. Chesterton speaks about.  It is not seen as strange a man should embrace the hobby of playing golf for years and sell his clubs to buy a bicycle, but people scratch their heads in disbelief when a man serves at church for years and walks away.  It is not for me to judge the hearts of others, but before God I am responsible to examine my own heart and conduct.  Is my inner man reconciled to my outer man?  Are my affections and desires in line with the will of my Father in heaven?  Too many professing Christians in word are not indeed Christians, for their conscience has been inoculated by their knowledge and service.  When we have increased the dose and we lose our buzz, the famished souls of men will search elsewhere.  Has following Jesus become stale?  Jesus Christ makes new creations, and a genuine new creation required newness of life.  Let us ensure our lives are reconciled to this truth.

Addressing Source or Symptoms?

Head colds are common ailments usually caused by viruses.  Symptoms include a sore throat, blocked or runny nose, and sinus pressure.  There are many over-the-counter medications which can alleviate the symptoms in varying degrees.  It is important for the sufferer to realise the runny nose is a problem and an irritation, but it is not the source of the problem:  the runny nose is indicative of a virus the body will overcome in due time.

It would be silly to think the source of the head cold was eliminated by jamming Kleenex in the nose or irrigating the sinus with a saline solution.  Treating the symptoms of a chronic illness or disease never touches the root cause.  It would be foolish to load up on caffeine to fight fatigue when the body is suffering anemia or heart disease.  Morphine is very good at numbing pain, but it does nothing to mend a broken bone or remove bowel cancer.  Unless the source is dealt with directly, all efforts to treat the symptoms will not promote healing or restoration.  Efforts to remove white patches off tonsils with a wire brush will only add complications to pain.  The alleviation of symptoms without discovering and addressing the cause is problematic as well, for it masks the insidious nature of the sickness which will continue to rage unchecked.

It may be we only want our symptoms relieved, but wisdom demands we discover the source of our symptoms and seek a genuine cure.  The symptoms of spiritual illness are often played out in the physical realm.  A lack of peace, joy, or contentment should be an impetus to seeking God and His counsel through the Word.  Waywardness of eyes and thoughts are often indicative of a wandering heart from steadfast faithfulness to God.  We can toil against the lusts of our flesh and eyes and not realise the problem is not with all the temptation offered in the world but the sin which sits enthroned in our own hearts.  We are called to guard our hearts, for from the heart springs all the issues of life (Proverbs 4:23).

Sinful conduct and habits is like a spiritually runny nose and fever:  it is an indicator something inside us is sick and in need of a physician's care.  It may appear passive to allow a virus run its course, but in truth the body is working overtime to see the viral threat destroyed.  God designed our bodies with an intricate defense system which identifies and attacks all threats to the health of the body, and God allows feelings we classify as bad, sickness, waves of depression, and circumstances so we might recognise our need to repent and refocus our trust on God once more.  It is not more self-control in one area we need, but to abide in Christ's love by making God's will our practice in all our lives.  Resist the urge to force superficial change in yourself by modifying behaviour without considering the implications of how your actions reveal your heart.  Unless a heart is humbled before God in faith and surrender, lasting transformation is not a viable option.  Efforts of the flesh to clean our exterior resemble a man with a fever who scrubs his inflamed tonsils with a wire brush - and that is an ugly picture indeed.

The Illegitimate Son

The strong negative stigma of having children or being born out of wedlock today has lost much of its former potency.  Not long ago even in western cultures children considered "illegitimate" or of dubious origin were mocked and shunned.  In the Bible we read that Jephthah was driven away from home by his brothers because he was the son of another mother.  Being deemed a bastard had legal consequences as well.  For instance, an illegitimate son could be denied an inheritance and could not be a rightful heir.  In Bible times there were strong consequences even in regards to worship.  Deuteronomy 23:2:  "One of illegitimate birth shall not enter the assembly of the LORD; even to the tenth generation none of his descendants shall enter the assembly of the LORD."  The exact meaning of the words translated "illegitimate birth" has been hotly debated by Jewish Rabbis, but the point is this:  the illegitimate nature of a person's conception had a far-reaching and often negative impact on life.

Even as a man and woman are necessary to conceive and bear children, so children have need of both their father and mother to raise them.  I cannot imagine how my life would have been impacted as a child without my dad or mum.  It used to be a boy who never knew his father was called a "child without a name," and I imagine the lack of a name would be the least of his worries.  I am grateful to have been raised by both my parents, but the day came when I left their immediate care.  Now I live on the other side of the world, and though the internet, technology, and modern transportation keeps us closer than has ever been possible, a divide remains.  A man need not leave a city, state, or country for a divide to exist.  The day comes when a son or daughter leaves home, embarks on a career, is married, and the nature of the parent/child relationship changes.  As much as a parent always wants to "be there" for their children, no one will live forever.  Praise God He has offered to be an eternal, heavenly Father who will always be there for His children.  He is not limited by distance or advancing age:  He provides, protects, and corrects us faithfully.

This morning I was listening to a message by Jon Courson and he reminded the congregation:  "Sin is not bad because it is forbidden; sin is forbidden because it is bad."  A good father who loves his son will discipline him.  If we have embraced a life of sin and are not under conviction or being chastised by God in a painful way for it, it may indicate we are not children of God at all.  Sobering words!  Listen to what Hebrews 12:5-8 says:  "...My son, do not despise the chastening of the LORD, nor be discouraged when you are rebuked by Him; ⁶ for whom the LORD loves He chastens, and scourges every son whom He receives." ⁷ If you endure chastening, God deals with you as with sons; for what son is there whom a father does not chasten? ⁸ But if you are without chastening, of which all have become partakers, then you are illegitimate and not sons."  People can be downright gleeful in their sin.  It may even seem for a prolonged season they are unaffected by sin which works for their ruin.  God loves all people, but those who have received His love through being born again by the Gospel, in His love He will swat us.  He will even allow us to go into oppressive captivity for a season, taken captive by Satan to do his will.  God ultimately inflicts sharp pain to correct His children - all working towards our ultimate restoration, deliverance, and refinement.  If we are bastards and not sons of God by the blood of Christ, then we cannot legally receive any inheritance of eternal life from Him.

Don't despise the chastening of the LORD, believer.  And we need not concern ourselves that God isn't chastening others as we think He ought.  Jesus is the Good Shepherd, and He knows very well how to manage His own flock.  He does not need advice from the sheep of how to best do this.  He is a loving Father who knows the hearts of  His children perfectly.  God knows the best way to discipline each one, and we must answer the call as His child to act as an obedient, reverent, and faithful child towards Him.  The words of Jesus to Peter when he asked concerning John ring in my ears as an appropriate application.  John 21:21-22 says, "Peter, seeing him, said to Jesus, "But Lord, what about this man?" ²² Jesus said to him, "If I will that he remain till I come, what is that to you? You follow Me."  God is our good Father, and let us concern ourselves with being good sons and daughters.  Praise the LORD for His correction which prevents us from self-destruction!  It is better to be spared from future sin by pain now than for God to spare the rod and refuse to accept us as sons.  I would rather have a good Father who inflicts pain motivated by love than to live in my sin and suffer without help or hope.  What would you prefer?

Upheld by Love

As I reflect upon the trip I took to Cambodia in 2015, this image (courtesy of Vanny Phal, an amazing chemist and sister in Christ) is the one indelible memory of the trip.  To me it sums up the truth I realised in a very personal way.  I always want to be the strong one who helps others, but there are times when I am weak and need to be upheld by my sisters and brothers in Christ.  The sweet scene depicted in the photo played out for me as a literal parable.

During one of our medical clinics in a mountain village, I noticed this little man starting to fade into sleep as he patiently sat on the bench.  His mother was having dental work done, so his big sister picked him up, held him, and gently rocked him to sleep.  I watched amazed for over an hour as this little girl held her brother who was half her size without complaint or visible discomfort.  I had no idea how this scene would unfold in a personal way and in dramatic fashion.

After our time in Cambodia came to a close, we flew to Singapore before returning home to Sydney, Australia.  It was in Singapore I began to feel unwell.  It began with what I thought perhaps was hunger or indigestion, and I was glad to be boarding a flight heading home.  I had not been seated for a minute before I felt like it would be advisable to go to the toilet - just in case.  When I found the toilets locked, I leaned against a bulkhead to think and suddenly...I found myself lying on my back in an aisle, surrounded by concerned staff who asked me to tell them my name.  I had fainted and been unconscious for almost a minute!  After convincing everyone I was right as rain and was seated, I promptly fainted again.  I was deemed unfit to fly and wheeled off the plane utterly humiliated and disappointed to be denied passage home.  But I understood.  They did the right thing.

Eventually I did make it home, after being diagnosed with food poisoning.  What I haven't explained is how God used two women from our church who accompanied me on the trip to uphold me.  One of them literally caught me as I fainted so I didn't injure myself when I lost consciousness.  The other decided to stay with me in Singapore, denying herself the chance to fly home, so she could ensure our flights were quickly rescheduled and I was properly cared for.  You see, I was the little boy in the picture.  God provided two sisters in Christ to uphold me.  What I must remember is that I am still that little boy:  weak, frail, unable to be strong all the time, with genuine needs I cannot meet myself.  Just today I was so encouraged to hear from a sister in Christ that she is praying for me, upholding me and the ministry here in Sydney in prayer.

Sometimes God will use you to be the girl in the picture, but more often than we care to admit we resemble that little boy:  in need of love, care, and support.  Praise God for the family He has provided in Christ and all the support we receive we will never know about.  Thank you friends and family who faithfully support my family and me in countless ways.  God has made us a Body, the church, and when all its movements are governed by the love of Christ there is nothing more beautiful.

Reducing Belly Fat

I don't know how many different ads I have seen, but I've read belly fat can be reduced by a series of "weird tips."  It's a strange thing:  I have never seen an ad for removing fat from my hips, arms, or chest, but it appears we must make every effort to target that cursed belly fat.  The truth is, there are people who pay money to re-arrange their fat - to make parts of their bodies slimmer and other parts fuller.  I wouldn't have known sin without the mirror of God's Law, and I wouldn't have known belly fat was such a big problem without those ads constantly popping up.  I'm sure magazines and Photoshop doesn't help either.  And then there are my pants which always seem to be shrinking...moving on! :)

It occurred to me that even as we long to target our body fat selectively, so we can do the same with sin.  We can come to a place spiritually that as long as we can fit into our pants the growing belly isn't a big deal.  We might be a bit out of shape and breathless walking up a few stairs, so to speak, but at least we can wear clothes which conceal the truth from others.  Spiritually speaking, attempting to target a certain sin in isolation will not work.  We must be willing to commit to dietary changes and embracing of exercise so the entire body can benefit - not just our bellies.  We must allow His Word to pierce our hearts and bring our entire lives under the cleansing blood of Jesus Christ.  It is folly to say, "I'm happy for you to remove the fat I consider unsightly from my belly, but can't I keep a good layer on my arms and chest?"  It is telling that it is not the fat which jiggles under our skin, but the visceral fat which collects around our internal organs which is most dangerous.  Surgical removal of the subcutaneous fat may slim our waistlines for a season, but it doesn't make us healthy.

Visible sinful behaviour is evidence of sin in our hearts.  Sinful habits and choices are merely symptoms it is not well with our soul.  It is good when we recognise our need to change, and it is through repenting and walking in obedience to God according to faith in His word that our overall spiritual health begins to improve.  It is not just one area of your life that needs to change, for those who are born again by faith in Jesus are new creations!  All things have become new!  God has given us the opportunity of a new beginning, and we should joyfully seize it.  God desires much more for us than flat bellies and ripped abdominals, but a new heart, a biblical perspective, and a godly lifestyle.

Clean Your Plate!

The Bible provides spiritual milk and meat for the soul.  Those who teach God's Word have a duty of care to supply food for the soul, not empty chaff blown about by hot wind.  It would be a tragedy to have the tender fillet steak of God's Word available and set only bones before hungry souls.  Spurgeon wrote in Lectures to My Students, "Better far give the people masses of unprepared truth in the rough, like pieces of meat from a butcher's block, chopped off anyhow, bone and all, and even dropped down in the sawdust, then ostentatiously and delicately hand them out upon a china dish a delicious slice of nothing at all, decorated with the parsley of poetry, and flavoured with the sauce of affectation." (Spurgeon, C. H. Lectures to My Students: Complete & Unabridged. Grand Rapids, MI: Zondervan Pub. House, 1954. Print. page 75)  The hypocritical Pharisees were ones who ignored the bread, meat, and Living Water offered by the wisdom of Christ and fought over the bones of the Law.  The Law is a meaty thing and bones have their place in hearty cooking, but to push aside meat to pick at the bones for the purpose of debate is to miss the whole purpose for why the Law was given.

Food is delicious and practical.  Without food and drink we would not be long for this world, and Jesus said His food was to do the will of the Father.  Jesus always did the will of the Father, and He offers eternal life to all who repent and follow Him in faith.  Christianity is not something to know - though it comes by knowledge - but it is a life to be lived in the real world.  Following Christ is practical, not technical.  Advancement in this world is often tied to education, knowledge, and performance, and it is a terrible error to think we advance spiritually in the same way.  Because education, knowledge, and works are part of the Christian walk it is easy to emphasise them and put the horse on the rider!  Many keen riders have been crushed by the heavy horse of legalism, and the pain of those powerful hooves are never forgotten!  Food is fine to look at, but it is not of any practical use until it is chewed in the mouth and digested in the belly.  Biblical truth is like a beautiful song to be danced to, not an assortment of instruments which can be separated into individual parts to be criticised and tweaked according to modern musical theory.  Theology is a science, but Christianity cannot be observed in a test tube.

I encourage all seekers of truth to consider that a Christian is not judged by God concerning his ignorance but if he has been obedient to what he knows.  A parent does not scold his child for leaving bones on his plate, but will see to it all meat is eaten before dessert is permitted.  God's truth must be adopted into our lives before we receive the reward.  To load your plate with food is like filling your head with knowledge:  it does us no practical good until the meat is voluntarily received and becomes part of us, fueling our thoughts and deeds.  We can know many technical aspects of doctrine and theology, but what matters most is our continual choice to practice loving, trusting, and obeying God.  We are called to love one another as Christ loves us.  We need to seek God about how He would have us demonstrate His love and actually do something about it which requires faith.  Knowledge is not the end, but a means to obtain wisdom.  If knowledge is our only end, we might not ever know God and be doomed to destruction.  This goes for the theologian, scholar, man on the street, you and me!

The Gift of Trust

I have been the happy recipient of the unexpected gift of trust.  It profoundly affected me.  Trust is something the world figures must be earned, but the impact of trust is greatest when it is all of grace.  Years ago I had an experience confirming this I will never forget.  The battery on my wife's car had gone flat, so during my lunch break I took it over to Viking Battery in Santee, California.  I knew the shop carried the type of battery I wanted.  When I walked into the tiny shop with a handful of batteries on display and a dog lazing on the dirty floor, it was far from the polished displays of conventional retail stores.

A friendly man (who I assumed to be the owner), supplied the battery I was looking for as I handed over my old one.  But as I pulled out my credit card to pay, he surprised me:  "Sorry, we don't accept credit cards here.  Only checks or cash."  I was flummoxed.  Having left my checkbook at home, I found myself in a bind.  Laura had already been without her car for the day and I didn't have time to return to pay.  To stretch the battery replacement to another day was a problem.  "I trust you," the man said.  "Tell you what:  take the new battery home and just send me a check in the mail when you can."  "Do you want me to leave my details or give you a business card?" I asked incredulously, wondering how this was a reasonable way to do business.  "No need," he said.  "I trust you."  I was dumbfounded.  The man didn't even know me, but he trusted me enough to make good on payment.  I thanked the man and left with my new battery.

I have never forgotten the man's gesture of goodwill and trust.  I did pay for the battery of course, and included a letter thanking him for trusting me.  Perhaps it was easier for the man to trust me because he did not know me.  Had I robbed him once he might have carried resentment and suspicion.  "Once bitten twice shy," the saying goes.  As a Christian, I am learning to extend grace like this man displayed - not trusting in the "good of humanity," but by actively trusting God. When I choose to entrust my circumstances and life to God, trusting other people can be an extension of my faith in God.  If we create a condition where trust can only be earned, we run the risk of creating an arbitrary, legalistic standard which is not obtainable by any means.  When I consider that God entrusted the keeping of earth to men, the scope of this phenomenal responsibility shocks me.  The fact God has entrusted a wife and children to me, given me ministry as a Christian and entrusted resources completely at my disposal is all of grace.  I never earned the right to have valuable souls entrusted to me, just like I did not deserve to walk out of the store with a new battery without paying.

Friends, I urge you to trust God.  Entrust you life and future into His capable hands.  He is able to protect, provide, and support you in every way.  May our lives be a beacon of God's grace, loving others and walking in obedience to the Spirit of God.  He is the One who binds our wounds and broken hearts so we can trust Him more.  You have received the gift of trust from God, though you did not ask for it nor deserve it.  Praise the LORD for His wondrous gifts and for His unspeakable grace.  Never forget that God is trustworthy!  Proverbs 3:5-6 says, "Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; ⁶ in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths."  Trusting people may not always be profitable for business, but when it is borne of faith in God it is good.

Fellowship of His Suffering

Paul desired to be found in Christ so he might experience the power of Christ's resurrection and the fellowship of His sufferings (Philippians 3:9-10).  He wanted to be conformed to the death of Jesus Christ so he could partake of His life and resurrection.  All men, Christian or not, are lured by a desire for power.  Most people would love to possess the miraculous power displayed in the life of Jesus Christ.  But very few people have any interest whatsoever to share in the sufferings of Christ.  All people suffer, and to increase our degree of suffering seems to have little upside from an earthly perspective.  It is important to recognise it is impossible to have the power of Christ without suffering with Christ.  And if you are content to have one without the other, there is a disconnect between God's will for your life and your own will.

When you think of suffering for Christ's sake, it is likely persecution which leads to suffering by unbelievers which comes to mind.  It actually goes far deeper than that.  When we choose to walk in love as Jesus did, we will suffer on all fronts.  You will experience the same feelings of rejection in sharing the Gospel with people who don't care as Jesus did when He invited people to follow Him and they refused.  You will understand a new depth of sorrow of watching people ignore biblical wisdom and destroy themselves with sin.  You will mourn over people who love to debate the truth which has never managed to impact their attitudes or choices.  How Christ suffered these same things Himself, called a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief.  At the cross His pain could have stopped with that climactic moment in history, but no:  He rose from the dead as conqueror and overcomer, alive with a heart which loves, cares, and continues to feel profoundly.

Faith in Jesus Christ provides the power we can draw upon to suffer.  God's ministers suffer to a high degree in many ways, and Jesus gives the miraculous source of strength to persevere.  It is hard to lead Christians to the Living Water and watch them leave thirsty and despairing.  It is sad to offer the Bread of Life to a starving soul and watch them fade away into a spiritual coma.  It is sorrowful work to stamp out fires of the flesh when the desire of all believers is to see people baptised with the Holy Spirit and fire.  Jesus wept over Jerusalem because they refused His love, and it is a grief when we are reminded that  the nature of man towards the love of Christ or His ambassadors has not changed.  Love suffers long and is kind, and when our love reaches an end we can know it was our love, not God's.  It is shocking when the faithful follower of Christ becomes a prodigal, and to see them content with the companionship of swine with no desire to come home.

Yet this story of suffering and dying to self does not have a tragic end:  out of the terrible pain God brings new life!  Jesus suffering immeasurably on the cross for the sins of mankind, yet He rose glorified with healing in His wings.  Though we will suffer in this Christian walk, we have fellowship with God which brings wonder, joy, and contentment beyond price.  There are no shortage of encouragements and moments of ecstasy to see the light pierce through a darkened conscience, when the truth of the Gospel is received with joy and salvation comes to a household.  It is painful when people choose to leave the fellowship of the local church, but how lovely it is to see young lambs gamboling about!  The fellowship of Christ's sufferings makes these victories all the sweeter, and it is clear Jesus Christ is the author of these unspeakable joys.  It is His power which makes life worth living and to taste the sweet fruit of His sacrifice is a double blessing.

If you are in a season of suffering, do not despair:  fellowship with Jesus Christ is available to you through faith in Him.  He supplies the power to continue walking with Jesus.  Consider how Jesus suffered and that the Father never made Him suffer needlessly.  You need not suffer alone, for Jesus has opened His arms wide to you.  He will faithfully speak to you from the Bible.  The Father has sent the Helper and Comforter to indwell you.  He who began a good work in you will be faithful to complete it.  We will suffer upon the road, but Jesus will bring us to His glorious end.

The God Who Thunders

Whilst driving today I was caught in a massive downpour.  Traffic inched forward with very limited visibility as lightning flashed.  Asaph wrote in Psalm 77:17-18:  "The clouds poured out water; the skies sent out a sound; your arrows also flashed about. ¹⁸ The voice of Your thunder was in the whirlwind; the lightnings lit up the world; the earth trembled and shook."  There is something awe inspiring in the power of nature, and God put souls in men with the need to worship what is greater than themselves.  For this reason men have worshiped nature, the sun, moon, stars, and things God has made.  Men bow before their human idols in appreciation and admiration.  A violent storm cell brings men uniformly back to those common feelings which can become unfamiliar to us:  awe, fear, and the understanding we are small and our existence is precarious indeed.

As I cheered on God for the powerful display, my mind went to the passage in Psalm 29:1-6, a song of David:  "Give unto the LORD, O you mighty ones, give unto the LORD glory and strength. ² Give unto the LORD the glory due to His name; worship the LORD in the beauty of holiness. ³ The voice of the LORD is over the waters; the God of glory thunders; the LORD is over many waters. ⁴ The voice of the LORD is powerful; the voice of the LORD is full of majesty. ⁵ The voice of the LORD breaks the cedars, yes, the LORD splinters the cedars of Lebanon. ⁶ He makes them also skip like a calf, Lebanon and Sirion like a young wild ox."  I have seen rain, hail, snow, lightning and heard booming thunder which pumps the adrenaline.  When the power of these elements are unleashed it brings people young and old to windows to admire and causes vehicles to pull off to the side of the road.  It is revelation of power so much greater than a man, and the power of God is far greater than this world.  This recognition of such power drives a man to worship.  It is his only response.  He must worship something; he cannot help himself.

Speaking for myself, I am convinced Asaph and David had it correct.  Skeptics would say those superstitious men of old foolishly attributed natural phenomena which can be explained scientifically to a "god."  But if the God who created and sustains the heavens and earth exists and does all things, couldn't He do a thing and reveal the science behind it to men?  To explain lightning does not mean mastery, and God has no master.  In light of His majesty I cannot just acknowledge Him with a wink or nod:  I must fall down before Him and worship Him as LORD over all.  It is foolish to worship the creature over the creator, and when God's power is displayed through the elements I impulsively worship my Maker.  Every man longs to be part of something bigger and greater than himself, some significant thing that will endure.  This desire is satisfied only in the worship and adoration of the great God of the Jews, the King of kings!  Nature itself bows humbly before Jesus Christ, for the wind and the waves obey Him.  Every man will one day bow the knee before Jesus Christ as well - some in worship and others at the prospect of His justice.  And a God who thunders like that...wow.  And thunder is compared to just His voice!  Think of it!

Chesterton and Comparative Religion

I have ramped up my reading of late and have been delighted with a book bought years ago but never actually read:  The Everlasting Man by G.K. Chesterton.  I encourage you to open and read your own books.  Many treasures sit unknown or forgotten on our own shelves as we place another online order of books.  Spread your branches far, but recognise depth of root is needed to support the growing weight of knowledge.  In the priceless gem that is Spurgeon's Lectures To My Students, he gave this exhortation:  “Master those books you have. Read them thoroughly. Bathe in them until they saturate you. Read and reread them…digest them. Let them go into your very self. Peruse a good book several times and make notes and analyses of it. A student will find that his mental constitution is more affected by one book thoroughly mastered than by twenty books he has merely skimmed. Little learning and much pride comes from hasty reading. Some men are disabled from thinking by their putting meditation away for the sake of much reading. In reading let your motto be ‘much not many.”

G.K. Chesterton was a journalist, prolific author, and brilliant thinker.  Those who tackle his books must be prepared for long paragraphs and deep thinking, but it is worth the effort.  In The Everlasting Man, Chesterton exposes many fallacies in thinking which impact the world today.  He exposes the "...habit of a rapid hardening of a hypothesis into a theory, and of a theory into an assumption."  (Chesterton, G. K. The Everlasting Man. 1925 ed. San Francisco: Ignatius, 2008. Print. page 75)  He explores the place of myth, legend, and comparative religion to the rational mind.  I was particularly intrigued by his claim that paganism is the only legitimate rival of the Church of Christ.  To introduce his point, Chesterton explained how Christianity is often and incorrectly lumped in with other religions:

Comparative religion is very comparative indeed.  That is, it is so much a matter of degree and distance and difference that it is only comparatively successful when it tries to compare.  When we come to look at it closely we find it comparing things that are really quite incomparable.  We are accustomed to see a table or catalogue of the world's great religions in parallel columns, until we fancy they are really parallel.  We are accustomed to see the names of the great religious founders all in a row:  Christ; Mahomet; Buddha; Confucious.  But in truth this is only a trick; another of these optical illusions by which any objects may be put into a particular relation by shifting to a particular point of sight.  Those religions and religious founders, or rather those whom we choose to lump together as religions and religious founders, do not really show any common character...In truth the church is too unique to prove herself unique.  For most popular and easy proof is by parallel; and here there is no parallel.  It is not easy, therefore, to expose the fallacy by which a false classification is created to swamp a unique thing, which it really is a unique thing.  As there is nowhere else exactly the same fact, so there is nowhere else exactly the same fallacy. (Chesterton, G. K. The Everlasting Man. 1925 ed. San Francisco: Ignatius, 2008. Print. pages 84-85)

I am glad God gifted men like Spurgeon and Chesterton to think deeply, logically, and communicate persuasively.  The truth of God lies in plain sight for all to receive and believe, and holding fast to Biblical truth is not faith against knowledge but according to it.  When you find an author who has a firm grasp of truth with genuine faith, those are the books to read.  There is no shortage of skeptics today who are most glad to inoculate others to truth with their skepticism.  Sowing doubt is their ultimate aim without ability to guide to truth.  They have no sure answers about anything - except they are right - and smugly adjust their agnostic badge.  I exhort all seekers of truth to go to the source of all truth:  Jesus Christ and the Word of God.  In this world you will find no parallel.

The Law and Grace

"I do not believe that any man can preach the gospel who does not preach the Law.  The Law is the needle, and you cannot draw the silken thread of the gospel through a man's heart unless you first send the needle of the Law to make way for it."

C. H. Spurgeon

A man must see the enormity of his sin and his offense before God before he can truly repent of it.  There may be many clever analogies used by preachers unfortunately without a basis in scripture, but this is not one of them.  Paul wrote, "I would not have known sin except by the Law." (Romans 7:7)  Sin is so natural to a human being we would never recognise it as wrong without the clean mirror of God's Law.  Without knowledge of sin there can be no repentance, and without repentance there is no hope for forgiveness or salvation.  A man must submit to the reality of his deadly disease before he will seek and receive the cure.  Unless a man submits to his condemnation under the Law, spiritual regeneration by the Holy Spirit - the Living Water Jesus spoke of - could not be received.

The truth of Spurgeon's claim is presented in a remarkable passage in the book of Numbers.  The children of Israel had been delivered by the mighty hand of God from Egypt, and God provided water from a spring in a miraculous fashion.  Numbers 21:16-18 says, "From there they went to Beer, which is the well where the LORD said to Moses, "Gather the people together, and I will give them water." ¹⁷ Then Israel sang this song: "Spring up, O well! All of you sing to it-- ¹⁸ the well the leaders sank, dug by the nation's nobles, by the lawgiver, with their staves." And from the wilderness they went to Mattanah..."  The Moabites had refused to provide the Israelites with water, but God would give them water.  He commanded them to gather together and sing.  God was the lawgiver who committed the Law to Moses who then passed God's directives to the people.  As the people sung in obedience and the nobles dug with their staves into the wilderness - which were symbols of authority - living water burst from beneath their feet.

Our hearts are naturally a dry wilderness, devoid of life.  It is significant God is called the Lawgiver, for the staff of Aaron which budded was proof of God's authority (Numbers 17).  God wrote the 10 Commandments on tablets of stone and effectively rendered the entire world guilty before Him (Romans 3:19).  The Law can only condemn and is compared to a schoolmaster which leads us by the hand to salvation through faith in Christ.  The Good News of salvation through faith in Jesus Christ is only good news when a man recognises he is damned and cut off without hope for eternity because of his sin.  When the Law breaks through the heart of stone of a guilty sinner, only then is the way cleared for repentance and salvation.  Drinking from the clear spring of Beer did not prevent eventual death for the thirsty Israelites, but Jesus promised Living Water who brings salvation in John 4:13-14:  "Jesus answered and said to her, "Whoever drinks of this water will thirst again, ¹⁴ but whoever drinks of the water that I shall give him will never thirst. But the water that I shall give him will become in him a fountain of water springing up into everlasting life."  The needle of the Law makes the way for the Gospel, even as the staff directed by the Lawgiver made way for Living Water to flow forth.  Amazing truth from an awesome God!