It's Not About You

In our day, the statement "It's not about you" certainly will raise eyebrows and hackles everywhere, both within and without the church.  I suspect this is because I have been raised in a cultural platform which says everything is about me!    In a society that stresses the potential and value of individuals, that I can be whatever I want to be as I follow my heart, even the suggestion that my life is not about me may seem repulsive, offensive, and ignorant.  But the scriptural truth remains undeterred, gleaming ever brighter in a world darkened with humanism.  God created all things for His good pleasure, and we exist by His grace for His glory.  Our existence is all about God.

The greatest joy for a human being created in the image of the Almighty God is to know and serve Him.  Yet when we present the truth of the Gospel, it can be done in a way which emphasises personal benefits and gifts we receive from God more than the worthiness of God Himself.  Many times I have heard heaven described in all its glory revealed through scripture:  streets made of pure gold like glass, custom mansions prepared for the redeemed, the absence of tears, sorrow, pain, sickness, and death, the granting of a glorified body like the risen Jesus Christ, meeting with loved ones, and the joyous unity to be experienced forever.  But heaven is not about you.  All those aforementioned benefits of heaven pale in comparison to being in the presence of God and fulfilling His divine purposes.  Our entrance into heaven was paid for by the blood of Jesus Christ.  He should receive all glory and recognition because the will of the Father has been accomplished.  We live, breathe, and have our being on earth by God's grace, and the same will be true in the heavenly realm.  We are intended to live on earth for God, and we will live in heaven for God too!

I have heard people talk about prayer or gifts through the Holy Spirit as a source of power to be tapped into, almost like a government grant of free money just waiting to be snatched up by those who fill out the forms and meet the criterion.  But neither prayer nor spiritual gifts are about you.  Prayer is not a handy way to obtain your every desire, but to accomplish God's will in and through your life.  Gifts of the Holy Spirit are not merely for your edification, but more importantly the glory of God and the edification of the church.  God did not make us the light of the world so we could bask in our own glow, but so we would be a light to all who are in the world so they might come to Him for salvation.  If you think ANY gift of the Holy Spirit is just for you, you are wrong.  The baptism with the Holy Spirit is always associated with increased service and praise unto God.  The gifts and talents provided by God are to be invested for His glory and the good of others.  Of course we too receive great benefits and increase of our faith through the exercise of gifts, but that is not the primary purpose.  All we are and all we possess is by God for God, and we are not our own.

When we realise our life is not about us, what freedom is ours by God's grace!  When we see a group photo in which we are included, our eyes quickly move to find our face.  This is often true when we look into scripture, and this is not a bad thing.  We should seek to discover who we are in Christ and the many blessings and promises He has freely offered to us.  There is so much we are called to enter into now!  But more important than focusing on how a relationship with God or the future promise of heaven will benefit us, we must step back from the photograph and ask:  "Why this glorious assembly?  Whose vision created this seemingly impossible future for me?  How should I be included in a picture with such heavenly glory?"  Let us turn our eyes upon Jesus once more and realise it's not about us.  God deserves all our affections, desires, and praise.  To look forward to the golden streets or the people we will meet in Heaven is to look forward to a gourmet meal because of the extra knives and forks.  On earth Christ is to be our Main Course, and in Heaven He is our Royal Host.  It's all about Him!

Rend Heart, Open Heavens

The prophet cried out to the LORD in Isaiah 64:1-2, "Oh, that You would rend the heavens! That You would come down! That the mountains might shake at Your presence-- ² as fire burns brushwood, as fire causes water to boil-- to make Your name known to Your adversaries, that the nations may tremble at Your presence!"  Too long had the heavens been like brass - not because of the sins of the nations - but the sin of God's own people (Deut. 28:23).  He acknowledged this in the following verses.  Isaiah 64:6-7 says, "But we are all like an unclean thing, and all our righteousnesses are like filthy rags; we all fade as a leaf, and our iniquities, like the wind, have taken us away. ⁷ And there is no one who calls on Your name, who stirs himself up to take hold of You; for You have hidden Your face from us, and have consumed us because of our iniquities."  I wonder if we too live in such a day.  Without God's intervention, we have no hope in this world or beyond.

I am reminded of the beautiful picture provided when Noah released the dove from the ark.  God had judged the inhabitants of the world because of their wickedness and only those who were in the ark were left alive.  God rent the heavens with lightning, thunder, and torrential rain.  Genesis 8:6-12 says, "So it came to pass, at the end of forty days, that Noah opened the window of the ark which he had made. ⁷ Then he sent out a raven, which kept going to and fro until the waters had dried up from the earth. ⁸ He also sent out from himself a dove, to see if the waters had receded from the face of the ground. ⁹ But the dove found no resting place for the sole of her foot, and she returned into the ark to him, for the waters were on the face of the whole earth. So he put out his hand and took her, and drew her into the ark to himself. ¹⁰ And he waited yet another seven days, and again he sent the dove out from the ark. ¹¹ Then the dove came to him in the evening, and behold, a freshly plucked olive leaf was in her mouth; and Noah knew that the waters had receded from the earth. ¹² So he waited yet another seven days and sent out the dove, which did not return again to him anymore."  Noah sent out the raven, a bird which fed on carrion and considered unclean.  When the Law of Moses was given, doves were an animal deemed acceptable for sacrifice.  None of this is without significance.

Satan is a unclean spirit gone into the world, much like the raven going to and fro throughout the earth.  The dove when it was sent out and later returned because it found no "resting place for the sole of her foot," a picture of the Spirit of God hovering over the face of the waters.  The second time Noah sent out the dove, she returned carrying an olive branch, signifying the waters had receded from the earth.  It was a picture of peace being restored.  The next time the dove was sent out, she did not return because she found a suitable habitation.  The story of Noah sending out a dove is the first reference to a dove in the Old Testament.

It is very significant that the first mention of a dove in the New Testament is right after Jesus Christ - the Prince of Peace foretold in Isaiah 9:6 - came up out of the water from being baptised.  As a sign to John the Baptist and all around that Jesus was indeed the promised Messiah, a voice called out from heaven, "This is my Beloved Son in whom I am well pleased" and the Holy Spirit in the form of a dove lighted upon Him.  This event was recorded in all four Gospels (Matt. 3:16, Mark 1:10, Luke 3:22, and John 1:32)  It is written in  John 1:32-34, "And John bore witness, saying, "I saw the Spirit descending from heaven like a dove, and He remained upon Him. ³³ I did not know Him, but He who sent me to baptize with water said to me, 'Upon whom you see the Spirit descending, and remaining on Him, this is He who baptises with the Holy Spirit.' ³⁴ And I have seen and testified that this is the Son of God."  Not only is Jesus the One who was filled with the Holy Spirit without measure, but Jesus is also the One who baptises with the Holy Spirit and fire.

If that wasn't amazing enough, it gets better.  After Jesus rose from the dead, He breathed on the disciples and said, "Receive the Holy Spirit."  Though they had been given the Holy Spirit, He strictly commanded them to tarry in Jerusalem until they were filled with power from on high and said in Acts 1:8:  "But you shall receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you; and you shall be witnesses to Me in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the end of the earth."  When the Day of Pentecost had fully come and the disciples (about 120) were praying in one accord in an upper room, a sound of a mighty rushing wind filled the house, tongues of fire appeared above their heads, and they were filled with the Holy Spirit.  God had rent the heavens and the Spirit had been sent to come upon the disciples of the Prince of Peace, Jesus Christ.  God had done it!  It wasn't because of the righteous efforts of Christians, but the righteousness of Christ imputed to them that the Spirit rested upon them and His power was evidenced through them.  The followers of Christ walked in faith coupled with obedience, and the Holy Spirit was sent in fulfillment of His Word according to His grace.  God gives the Holy Spirit to those who ask (Luke 11:13) and obey Him (Acts 5:32).

It is written in Joel 2:28-32:  "And it shall come to pass afterward that I will pour out My Spirit on all flesh; your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions. ²⁹ And also on My menservants and on My maidservants I will pour out My Spirit in those days. ³⁰ "And I will show wonders in the heavens and in the earth: blood and fire and pillars of smoke. ³¹ The sun shall be turned into darkness, and the moon into blood, before the coming of the great and awesome day of the LORD. ³² And it shall come to pass that whoever calls on the name of the LORD shall be saved. For in Mount Zion and in Jerusalem there shall be deliverance, as the LORD has said, among the remnant whom the LORD calls."  Does your spirit bear witness that the Holy Spirit has regenerated and come upon you?  You need not pray that God rend the heavens, for the Holy Spirit has already been given!  Joel 2:12-14 says, "Now, therefore," says the LORD, "turn to Me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning." ¹³ So rend your heart, and not your garments; return to the LORD your God, for He is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and of great kindness; and He relents from doing harm. ¹⁴ Who knows if He will turn and relent, and leave a blessing behind Him-- a grain offering and a drink offering for the LORD your God?"

The baptism with the Holy Spirit is not for your sole benefit, but is always connected with service unto the LORD.  Sometimes this baptism or initial filling is called the "second blessing" after conversion, but it is more still.  After we are baptised by the Holy Spirit we need to be filled again and again, leaky vessels that we are.  R.A. Torrey puts it well:  "It is the work of the Holy Spirit to apply to us that which is already ours in Christ.  it is His work to make ours experientially all God has and all God is, until the work is consummated in our being "filled unto all the fulness of God."  This is not the work of a moment, not a day, nor a week, nor a month, nor a year; but the Holy Spirit day by day puts His hand, as it were, into the fullness of God and conveys to us what He has taken therefrom and puts it into us.  Then again He puts His hand into the fullness that there is in God and conveys to us what is taken therefrom, and puts it into us.  This wonderful process goes on day after day and week after week and month after month, and year after year, and never ends until we are "filled unto all the fulness of God." (The Person and Work of the Holy Spirit, Torrey, pg. 109)

Has the Holy Spirit found a clean place to set down His foot in your heart?  It is only the blood of the Lamb of God that can wash you clean of sin.  No amount of human effort can make God rend the heavens and come down.  But Jesus Christ has opened a way to heaven for all who humble themselves before Him in repentance, those who rend their hearts before Him in faith.  Ask and ye shall receive, seek and ye shall find, knock and the door will be opened unto you.  With confidence in Christ and the scriptures we have complete assurance that being saved and filled with the Holy Spirit is the Father's will for whosoever believes and asks Him!

Thanks For Giving

The cares of this life fade away when we realise and affirm God is in complete control.  What is unknown to me is finished from God's perspective.  During His Sermon on the Mount, Jesus told His disciples not to worry about anything:  the future, the provision of daily necessities like food, clothing, or money, even their physical height or lack thereof!  God knows what we need and is able to provide out of infinite abundance.  It is easy for us to look at our limited resources, our circumstances, and the condition of the world around us and give place to worry instead of placing faith in God because He is in control.

God desires to place in us an ever-growing comprehension of His love and goodness towards us.  He wants us to live according to the knowledge that He is in control of everything.  Abraham believed God, and his faith was accounted as righteousness even before the covenant of God's Law was established.  We live in a day of a New and better Covenant in Christ's blood.  Yet the appropriation of Christ's atoning blood by faith is not a substitute to walking daily by faith even as Abraham did.  This constant, active-reliance upon Christ is to be the framework of our lives as we build on Christ as our foundation.

Words do not suffice for me to illustrate the many ways God has proved Himself worthy to be trusted and praised.  I am continually humbled and frankly baffled at times when I consider the generosity of many who pray for our family and give money to support us financially.  The practical demonstration of your love is overwhelming at times.  I can lay no claim to pray with the tenacity or faith of George Mueller, but I have seen God mightily, miraculously move people to give sacrificially without even a request of men.  Without sharing our needs to any human being, God has provided through our small church, little jobs, and many donations.  I cannot recall writing a single letter detailing specific financial needs, yet God has supplied enough just at the perfect time for all of them.  It is amazing to consider the amount of money that has passed through our hands to provide for our necessities since moving to Australia, a witness of God's grace, mercy, and care.  We have less now than when we sold our house and moved to Sydney, Australia in one sense, but we are so much the richer!  God's provision is the only reasonable explanation.  I have heard the phrase used, "Where God guides God provides," and in a sense that has been true to my experience.  And yet God's provision is not a testimony of my obedience or faith, but solely of God's grace.  It is not by anything I have done but according to His mercy and goodness.  I believe God has guided and God has provided through many willing people who have been led by the Holy Spirit.

With all my heart, I thank all of you who have been used by God to prayerfully and financially support our family over these years.  I cannot repay the kindness you have shown us, yet I know that God will reward you far beyond the value of mere money.  God has used you to increase our faith and know beyond a shadow of doubt He is in control.  I think of the words Paul wrote to the church in Philippi in Philippians 4:15-20, "Now you Philippians know also that in the beginning of the gospel, when I departed from Macedonia, no church shared with me concerning giving and receiving but you only. ¹⁶ For even in Thessalonica you sent aid once and again for my necessities. ¹⁷ Not that I seek the gift, but I seek the fruit that abounds to your account. ¹⁸ Indeed I have all and abound. I am full, having received from Epaphroditus the things sent from you, a sweet-smelling aroma, an acceptable sacrifice, well pleasing to God. ¹⁹ And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus. ²⁰ Now to our God and Father be glory forever and ever. Amen."  To all who have partnered with us in the Gospel through your love, prayers, and gifts, may much fruit abound to your account.  Praise the LORD that God will supply all our needs according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus!

Green Leaves - But Any Pumpkins?

After we moved into our rental in Riverstone, I pulled out some of the overgrown seasonal plants which were dying.  In a cleared area of soil it was not long before a vine began to grow.  At first I thought it might be a zucchini plant, but after a month it became clear it was a pumpkin vine.  I knew this only because of the small green pumpkins the size of a cricket ball crowned with a golden flower.  The boys and I continued to water the plant along with our passion fruit vines.  Recently I went out to check on the growth of the pumpkins and to my surprise could not find a single one.  Upon further inspection, some animal (likely a possum or rat) had eaten every flower and pumpkin during the night, leaving only a small bit of rind.  That explained why the vine is growing massive.  With the fruit being eaten before it is mature, the vine keeps expanding.  The problem is, there's no fruit!  That's the only reason I didn't rip up the plant like a common weed!

The LORD reminded me of the passage in Song of Songs 2:15 that says, "Catch us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vines, for our vines have tender grapes."  Foxes, like possums, are opportunistic.  In the middle of the night they sneak into the garden or vineyard and do damage to the vines as they feed on the fruit.  The devil is an opportunistic spoiler himself.  If he cannot kill or destroy, he tries to ruin our fruitfulness.  He ever seeks to gain entry to our minds and hearts through temptations or suggestions.  When we least expect it, he covertly works to gain a foothold through sin.  Instead of bearing the fruit of the Spirit, our spreading green leaves hide the truth even from our eyes.  We are to take captive all thoughts to the obedience of Christ (2 Cor. 10:5).  That is why we must intentionally ask God to search our hearts and see if there be anything keeping us from fruitfulness.  Expansive growth may be pretty, but it's pretty useless if fruit never grows to maturity!

The world spoon-feeds us gossip disguised as news, distracts us with busyness, barges into our thoughts with technology and media, and keeps us preoccupied or occupied with things of this world.  We may be careful to avoid spreading gossip with our lips, but how well do we avoid it with our eyes?  Those tasty trifles deal out great damage to all who swallow them.  Let us set a godly guard over our eyes and ears, for they have a direct line to our heart from which spring all the issues of life.  Instead of being defined about what we avoid, let us be those who walk in love so we might be fruitful.  Growing green leaves without pumpkins is like gaining knowledge without loving one another as Christ loves us.  Jesus has called us to bear fruit as it is written in John 15:16-17:  "You did not choose Me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit, and that your fruit should remain, that whatever you ask the Father in My name He may give you. ¹⁷ These things I command you, that you love one another."  We love God because He first loved us.  It is walking in His love that makes us fruitful for His glory!